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I'm so freakin bored it's driving me crazy. Literally. I feel like all i've been doing is sleeping and sitting at the comp 24/7. I have no life T-T

What should i do? Someone come save me.

and i still refuse to press the red button heaterrrr >:(

Arrow - Girugamesh

Desktop

Found a better wallpaper ;D

but i had to add a strip again ): It looks so much better without it. If only i could make the Statica skin black T-T

EDIT: changed it again

Results & Desktop makeover

SC results: Ok, but not good enough. I should've studied harder.

When i have many programs and windows open i feel that my screen is too small even though it's 24inch. I want dual monitors ): like my brother... who has triple monitors --; I was bored and inspired by the Soompi desktop thread where everyone's desktop is very nice so i ended up giving mine a make-over. It took a while though, because i ended up downloading the wrong program. Nice and simple (The time etc. is actually easier to see than in the print screen.) I'd actually rather the grey strip not be there but i can't change the colour of the aps/widgets/gadgets so i had to put something dark ): And a lot of people on Soompi have those docks like on Macs but i think i'll stick with the windows taskbar. What happens to the start menu :S

& the hilarious part of the convo i had with Irene :L

Feeling fat (yet again)

Yet again i hate stores (Witchery) where the size 6 jeans don't fit me comfortably. Witchery makes me feel fat. The size 7 skinnies are imo too loose for my liking but the size 6 (even though they do fit) are really uncomfortable seeing as there isn't much elasticity in the material. So apparently i need a size 6.5 (which doesn't exist) Stupid Witchery. Black skinnies were only $20 because they were all size 6. Therefore i feel fat. I'm now regretting that i didn't get the black dress from Ojay for the dinner ):

Current wishlist:

> 38mm curler

> Oroton wallet

> White Nokia E71 on upgrade (probably)

> Heels: De Lourve + Gmarket

> Nail pearls

> Shu Uemura eyelash curler

I still want that ring from Sussex St Centre ): But there is only one size and it's huuuuge.

Usually when it's almost Christmas people get excited and look forward to receiving presents. But for me, Christmas is just like any other day. I don't even care. I have literally no relatives here so i get nothing.

Off topic but i really hate Mixpod now. Apparently Youtube made them put the mvs for all songs and the player skin that i like or any of the ones i like don't support videos so i can't add any songs unless i upload them myself and get the URL. Annoying much? This post is so shopping-filled i'm starting to hate it.

Tony Bianco

I thought i hated peep toe shoes but now i think they're o.k :S I kind of like these Tony Bianco shoes ($169.95). They're so high.

Argh i'm so damn bored stuck at home. I'm bored when i'm out and i'm bored when i'm at home. What is there to do then -.- I can't even be bothered going to school on Monday. Well it's not like i even want my SC results. I stuffed up pretty badly ): I suddenly want to go on an exchange trip to Japan again but that's most likely not going to happen. I'll definitely go for a holiday one day but i actually want to go to school there and experience school life/make friends ): and i can only do that on exchange. I'd feel so weird living with a host family though.

I suddenly want to buy many things. Not good ):

Last Kiss - Supernova

I finally got my contacts back, exactly 2 weeks later. Now i don't have to be half blind when i go out :D Right now i'm feeling that holidays are so long but actually it's already December 8th and school starts again on January 28th (?) i think it was. Going back to school means going back to hell ): because i said i would study hard before i end up regretting it. But before that, i have to get 4 teeth pulled out during the end of January. Everyone says that it doesn't hurt but honestly I'm still scared T-T Sigh* These boring holidays make me feel that i want to do something fun but there really isn't much to do since Sydney's a boring hole. Someone take me overseas ): ♡ I want a pair of Christian Louboutins ;D

I'm planning to sleep earlier today. Let's hope that actually happens.

Last Kiss - Supernova

I feel that Supernova's songs are all rather subtle and weak (?) If that's that word. Their songs sound nice but don't really leave a deep impression.

Zombieland

Watched Zombieland today. It was actually pretty disgusting at times ): but still good/funny. You know those people who go out like almost everyday? I don't understand what they do. What is there to do? All there is to do in the city is K, caps, movie, shopping, laser tag, bowling.. and that's about it. I don't understand ): or maybe i've just become an overly boring person. But i wish there was an ice-skating rink in the city. I feel tired today since i only got around 6 1/2 hrs of sleep sigh* And i forgot to give Shinji the dvd since he forgot to remind me T-T I only remembered on the train -.-

I'm uber bored and currently eating "dinner" at 11pm. I blame the udon i had for lunch.

Almost forgot to mention, i'm never trusting inexpensive shoes from China ever again glares* I was running/speed walking to the bus stop in the heels Ling got from Beijing last time she went and the heel kinda like... broke? (Sounds like a drama moment :L) So i had to wobble back to my house, change shoes and walk to North Strath station instead since i missed the bus. I hate North Strath station. It's such a hole.

SINCREA - Xmas Day

I think i like it better then Garasu no Namida

どこにいるの？

I've been so bored lately and whenever i'm bored, i start getting sleepy. Almost two more months of holidays left and i'm already running out of things to do. For some reason, i have many dramas i could be watching but lately i'm not in the mood to watch things. Yday mum asked me to buy a Christmas card to send to my grandparents in America and i forgot to get an envelope T-T how stuffed can i get? Memory loss maybe (?) I'm not sure if it's just me but i feel that my hair is getting browner and browner (which is a good thing of course). You know, when i compare myself to some people, i feel like a kid. But when i think about already being in yr11, i feel old. I have so many things i need to buy this summer: senior skirt/s, flats for school (against school rules but since when have i had the correct uniform?), new bag, 38mm curler (thinking about buying one again), summer clothes and heels. After walking so much in heels on Saturday, i think i can survive a while in them now.

Sigh* It's been 5 days. I wonder what happened ): found out what happened (:

"Jaanette itte kara mada

gofun mo tatte nai noni

sugu ni aitakute mou ichido..." ♫

I've been playing Dear... repeatedly ♥

I really wish that g-market wasn't in Korean because even the English version still has Korean i'm thinking about getting those shoes but i don't have paypal grrr... and i don't want to ask my brother.