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Yesterday was a pretty awful day, as was today, but it's related to personal family matters so i shall not be discussing them here. However, i will say that i was very grateful to my brother for what he said and how he acted. As for today, I feel so weak and drained, like i could sleep forever without ever waking up. That sounds quite pleasant actually. I really hope that tomorrow will brighten up.

Talking about something happier, i find this so cute

Alice + Olivia Pre Fall 2011

Dilemma

I'm finding that i don't have much to blog about lately since i haven't really been doing anything exciting, though i did have a nice day out with Irene (and her cousin), Kristy, Jess and Viv on Wednesday. We went ice skating at Macquarie, ate lunch and watched The Tourist. Disappointing movie i must say. I was so tired that night that i went to bed at 10pm. I don't even remember the last time i slept that early, if i've even slept that early before.

I'm a little stressed at the fact that i still haven't bought Irene's birthday present and i have no idea what to get Kristy. I feel like such a bad friend because even though i've known Kristy for so long already (five years), i don't know what to get her. The only things that i know she likes is: gaming, strawberries, Kuroshitsuji, photography, and i can't even list any more *sigh*. I'm a self proclaimed bad friend.

Something else that i need to do - fix my piano: one of the black keys is sluggish. Considering that it still comes back up when i press it, it might be "swollen". I'm thinking about getting it tuned and repaired but i'm not really sure whether i should do that at present because i don't have much time to play on it anyway. Maybe i should wait til next year? But then again, that one key really annoys me and i can't play smoothly with it. On another note, i really should practice more often because i honestly find it saddening how much i suck now.

Disappointment

I keep telling myself that i can't be this lazy any more, that i have to work hard so i don't regret it, but what do i do? Waste my holidays away. Why can't i learn from my mistakes? I'm so angry with myself.

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Finally received my mini ASOS order today. I was kind of disappointed when i didn't see a package on my doorstep when i got home from tutor but when i walked in i saw it behind my mailbox wall. As i said before, i didn't get much, just some rings, a bag and two pairs stockings. I'm kind of annoyed that one of the crystals on the bird ring is missing (bottom right hand corner). It really bothers me so i think i'll have to buy some crystals off ebay and stick one back in. Troublesome how i only need one and you can't just buy one.

I must have really shaky hands because i can't seem to focus properly lately. They're a little blurry.

Dad's going to Hong Kong and Guangzhou on the 17th. Hm, whall shall i ask my aunt to help me buy? They have ZARA stores there :D

Bad Guy feat. Chansung - JOO

Tennis

Hehe i'm currently streaming the final match between Nadal and Fed in the Mubadala World Tennis Championship. It's actually high quality but it lags from time to time and it's in Spanish because i couldn't find an English link. I turned the volume down in that window and was actually watching two things at once before, but my eyes got tired from flickering from the subtitles in the drama to the tennis window and so i gave up. Multitasking failure haha. I'm kind of bored since i don't understand the commentary. Hm, it's already one and they haven't even finished the first set so i think i might go to sleep soon. I'm meant to fulfil my resolutions remember? But then again it's two sets to win so maybe i'll stay up. I have a headache though ):

The Hopman Cup was also on tv today but it wasn't that interesting. I'm surprised that Aus (Lleyton Hewitt and Alicia Molik) won against Belgium (Ruben Bemelmans and Justine Henin) in the mixed doubles.

2:12 am edit - Nadal won :D

NY's resolutions

1. Study hard so i don't end up regretting it. The most ideal ATAR would be one that would get me into Law but i don't think that's achievable for someone like me *laughs*. Maybe Commerce/Economics.

2. Wear my contacts every night Hm, that's not going to happen. Most nights (?)

3. Spend less hours on the computer: on Soompi, on Mangafox, on Facebook, on Twitter, on MSN, on blogs, watching dramas, browsing online stores.

4. Play on my piano more often so it's not sitting there rotting away and so my skills don't deteriorate even more.

5. [Perhaps] Wake up earlier on school days so i can catch the earlier bus because the one i catch is always late.

6. Spend less money on things that are useless or that i don't end up wearing, i.e no impulse buying.

7. Sleep earlier.

8. Actually fulfil my resolutions.

HNY

Happy New Year !

Although the HSC awaits us at the end, i hope this year will be better than the last.