Disappointment

I keep telling myself that i can't be this lazy any more, that i have to work hard so i don't regret it, but what do i do? Waste my holidays away. Why can't i learn from my mistakes? I'm so angry with myself.

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Finally received my mini ASOS order today. I was kind of disappointed when i didn't see a package on my doorstep when i got home from tutor but when i walked in i saw it behind my mailbox wall. As i said before, i didn't get much, just some rings, a bag and two pairs stockings. I'm kind of annoyed that one of the crystals on the bird ring is missing (bottom right hand corner). It really bothers me so i think i'll have to buy some crystals off ebay and stick one back in. Troublesome how i only need one and you can't just buy one.

I must have really shaky hands because i can't seem to focus properly lately. They're a little blurry.

Dad's going to Hong Kong and Guangzhou on the 17th. Hm, whall shall i ask my aunt to help me buy? They have ZARA stores there :D

Bad Guy feat. Chansung - JOO

Tennis

Hehe i'm currently streaming the final match between Nadal and Fed in the Mubadala World Tennis Championship. It's actually high quality but it lags from time to time and it's in Spanish because i couldn't find an English link. I turned the volume down in that window and was actually watching two things at once before, but my eyes got tired from flickering from the subtitles in the drama to the tennis window and so i gave up. Multitasking failure haha. I'm kind of bored since i don't understand the commentary. Hm, it's already one and they haven't even finished the first set so i think i might go to sleep soon. I'm meant to fulfil my resolutions remember? But then again it's two sets to win so maybe i'll stay up. I have a headache though ):

The Hopman Cup was also on tv today but it wasn't that interesting. I'm surprised that Aus (Lleyton Hewitt and Alicia Molik) won against Belgium (Ruben Bemelmans and Justine Henin) in the mixed doubles.

2:12 am edit - Nadal won :D

NY's resolutions

1. Study hard so i don't end up regretting it. The most ideal ATAR would be one that would get me into Law but i don't think that's achievable for someone like me *laughs*. Maybe Commerce/Economics.

2. Wear my contacts every night Hm, that's not going to happen. Most nights (?)

3. Spend less hours on the computer: on Soompi, on Mangafox, on Facebook, on Twitter, on MSN, on blogs, watching dramas, browsing online stores.

4. Play on my piano more often so it's not sitting there rotting away and so my skills don't deteriorate even more.

5. [Perhaps] Wake up earlier on school days so i can catch the earlier bus because the one i catch is always late.

6. Spend less money on things that are useless or that i don't end up wearing, i.e no impulse buying.

7. Sleep earlier.

8. Actually fulfil my resolutions.

HNY

Happy New Year !

Although the HSC awaits us at the end, i hope this year will be better than the last.

Lonesome NYE

Just came home from dinner with family at a Chinese restaurant in Beverly Hills. I'm not a big eater so i was pretty much just sitting there half the time. I wish i was celebrating in the city *sigh*.

Time

I've lost track of time so much that i didn't even realise that tomorrow is New Years Eve. I'm quite sad about not being allowed to go out tomorrow but i guess there's nothing i can do about it. I feel like i'm missing out on so much because most people will be out partying with their friends. Celebrating alone is so depressing.

Snow is pretty. Photo by thecherryblossomgirl. She has a nice blog, do visit.

6 kitties

Junsu (from JYJ for those who don't know) is so crazy as he got another kitty (white one). That makes six D: They're so cuteeee though. I find it so awesome how it has different coloured eyes. I still like Leo (left) too, because it really does look like puss in boots with those big, glassy eyes. I want to steal them ):