I'm old

It's so horrible. I feel like an old grandma with hip pain -.- It hurtsssssssss! I was THIS close in winning today in bowling.... well technically i already won but then on the last go Jess got a strike so she got 3 goes instead of 2 and then beat me -.-

So cute ^__^

%$^@&!

Argh i keep thinking of all the silly mistakes i made in the effing maths test. FML. Now i can't beat Irene anymore T______T and beating Irene is very important to me since maths is the only thing i ever beat her at. (Besides history in yr8)

Lace heaven

Burwood today (: Bought all the things i intended to buy.. except for nail polish -.- I think there's a mosquito in my room T___T buy i can't find it! I already whacked like two in my house. Don't even know where they're coming from. Sometimes my dad asks the most stupid questions ever. Like him, my mum and me were in the kitchen and he's like "Who's showering?" Well there are only 4 members in my household so who else can it be ==;

Yuck i really should do my history assignment and chinese hw ): I've been delaying chinese hw for ageeeeeees .____. because it's so boring and annoying since i suck and have to look up words when i do the workbook.

Lace heaven n_____n

Meet my new baby! (Yvonne's influence on the word "baby")

Brand: Silver Bullet

Price: $160 (save $60)

It's awesome! Most of you probably wouldn't have heard of the brand Silver Bullet because everyone's into GHD but it's really really really good too! Just that i think GHD is publicised waaaaay more. After reading some comments on vogue forum (i think it was), some people stated that they like Silver Bullet better but majority still like GHD better -.- WELL i think that if you don't want to splurge $300 on a GHD, you should get a Silver Bullet! Honestly i really want to know what the difference is (if there are even any), but sadly i don't have nor do i know anyone who owns a GHD so i can't compare.

But yeah i recommend Silver Bullet (Y) it's good for curling too (:

"I have a silver bullet and GHD. Both give me the same results but GHD seems to dry out my hair more." - Someone's comment.

Ty to Jess who lent me her straightener ^____^

Sneeze

Today we got out essay marks back and according to my teacher "everyone did bad". I was really surprised when he told me i got 12/15 cause mine was so shit. The highest was only 13 too and it's so screwed that Kristy got lower than me when hers was literally 10times better than mine! Poor Kristy ): Did so bad in the AFLA test when it's meant to be general knowledge T____T but then again i was always not that good at them. Can't believe Viv got full marks again. If you're reading this Viv, you're a commerce nerd :P hmph i feel dumb. AND AND during science we walked to c6 but there were already yr9s in there and this girl was like "Are you yr7s?" I'm like "No we're yr10s" glare* -.- stupid yr9s.

I need to go to Burwood tmr to get a straightener, maybe some fabric for art and nail polish. Argh you know, i really can't be stuffed with work experience. I mean it kinda sounds fun and all but i really really really don't have the time to go job hunting and i don't want to go alone (hopefully i can go with Jess ^___^) Plus i'd rather stay home for a wk :@ I know it's bad that i don't want to go by myself but but i don't want to be alone for a whole week, and plus it's not like i'm going to find a real job anytime soon... and and i'm not good with talking to strangers -.- argh i sound like a loser. Leave me alone i have stage fright T_____T and i don't like making phone calls, i'd rather talk to people face-to-face. Haha and looking at Jess' pm made me think again that i don't really have any guy friends :L LOL i'm such a sad person -.- Well i DO go to an all girls school and it's not like i go to tutor or any other out of school activities. It's not my fault :(

Mwahahah i think my brother is getting a ps3 soon :D Can't wait til summer holidays so i can game all day. KH3 better be released soon! It's been ages. Stupid Square Enix keeps working on other things like FF -.- Haha i'm exposing my gaming side to you all. Dw i'm still girly or "prissy" as Yvonne calls me ):

MY HIP HURTSSSSSSS AGAIN! I think it's a sign that i'm gonna get my thing soon -.- i bet i'll die from cramps again. If it's during school you all get to see me cry T_____T AND AND AND i have a cold! again... I feel so sick atm, i really should sleep soon. I've been sleeping at almost 1 everyday now. I really should stop or i'm gonna collapse one day. Like 6.5hrs of sleep?! This sucks! I keep sneezing.

"As expected, we need an aim in life.." - Nana

Img heavy fossil making and maths rant

It looks like drugs :L

Meet my work of art (: The marker parts i mean :L

We made fossils yday, it was really fun haha.

Lots of photos (:

sigh* i'm failing again! fkn maths test was hard because i forgot some things and was wasting so much time when i was blank! arghhhhh i hate this! %&#%&!^&$@ i wanted to cry so badly but english was next and i still had to do my speech so i stopped myself from crying T_T i have no confidence with 3u maths now, FML! and my english essay was so shit! but that's only classwork so i guess it's still ok -.- you know what i realised? i can't cope well with tests and assignments. Hah! and this is only yr10. I'll like go kill myself in yr12.

I want to make cupcakes for father's day ^____^ but i don't have an electric beater and most recipes you need one for the creaming method == sigh*

AND

I miss my straightener! I feel like i've tied my hair up for so many days now. Must buy a new one soon. I wanted the GHD limited edition that was on sale! stupid brother didn't buy it and now there's no more.

Current nails and today's after school snack ^__^

Continuation of my noob Japanese that possibly makes no sense -.-

私は赤い糸を見て、色々な事を学んできました。悲しいの事、嬉しいの事。

☆

人生の意味は何？

赤い糸はいいドラマですね？

I feel like i haven't properly blogged in a million years but then again, nothing interesting to blog about lately- just plain school. I'm so busy lately. I have heaps of stuff to do yet i still procrastinate so much -.- sigh* i really need to get rid of my lazy behavior.

Things coming up:

24th > Commerce AFLA test

25th > English essay due + continuing with speeches

26th > Maths test

27th > PDHPE assignment due

3rd > History assignment due + test

Wk8/9 > Chinese yearlies

science assignment > not sure when due because i left my notification in my locker -.-

I sound so busy. My god i have no social life T______T AND i'm only in yr10.

Anyways, played some piano yday ^___^ I'm so so so so rusty atm though, since i haven't played in ages. This sucks! Still haven't finished learning Eternity memory of lightwaves -.- and how long has it been? I don't even have time to practice it....

To a certain someone: I feel like a bad friend. I can't do anything. So useless. I'm sorry.

Alan has an amazing voice (: She's Tibetan but is active in the Japanese music industry.

Vent

I know i said that i wouldn't blog until after my assignment is due but i need to vent, badly!

The stupid fkd up msn "virus" i apparently have is pissing me off because i didn't even click or open anything! AND my antivirus programs aren't detecting anything! but apparently other people like me who didn't click or open anything got the weight loss pill virus too so i have no idea wtf is going on with this fkd up msn virus.

Msn viruses can go to hell :@

EDIT

FUCK THIS! SOMEONE IS DOING THE SAME ITEM AS ME FOR ENGLISH SPEECH!

$e%y %^&$%&@@!!#$@@@$yhfghfhyjiuyk*!

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW!

Packed schedule

Sadly i don't have time to blog and will therefore blog everything after my english assignment is due.

Materialism

One can never have enough clothes and shoes.

アリス九號

Went to burwood for haircut today. It was $33 -.- and the lady told me that my hair is "really damaged." She said that i should get treatment next time (apparently it'll cost $110 for my hair length). I could buy clothes with that money T___T

I was meant to get shoes for school but couldn't find any as i'm extremely picky.... but i NEED new ones, mine are dead. Ended up getting 2 tops ^___^ and a bow headband. Also finally cleaned my room today. I bet it'll get messy again in a few days -.-

I'M COMPLETELY SCREWED.

I have a million things to do! *starts freaking out*

.... I have a pimple T_____T

and caramelldansen keeps getting stuck in my head

Don't you wish....

Once again we were laughing down Albert Rd. I told Kristy to stop laughing so she wouldn't make me laugh. But then i said "Sucked in Kristy, i'm not affected." and Irene started laughing which made me laugh too. As described by Irene, Kristy's laugh is a "hyena laugh" :L i bet people were staring at us again...

Went to orthodontist in Strath today after school for checkup and was told that my mouth is apparently "small", i would need to pull 4 teeth out if i get braces T_______T and there is apparently no room for my wisdom teeth to grow. I needed to get an x-ray for my teeth and mum needed to buy milk so we got off the bus near Harris Farm. There's a dentist/orthodontist opposite so mum was like "Let's go see how much it is there" We kept running all over the place because we had to wait 15-20 mins for the x-ray so we went to the doctor to get a note for my mum's x-ray which we also had to wait 15-20 mins (i really dislike one of the doctors there, he doesn't give off the nice personality vibe) and then had to rush back to the x-ray place. The machines were scary looking -.- one had to spin around and i had my hair in a bun today so it like got squashed. The orthodontist at Nth Strath also commented on my "small" mouth, but he said i don't need to pull any teeth because pulling teeth causes your face to be flatter and it won't look too good. In the end, i'll probably get it at Nth Strath when i do. I also need to file my front tooth though, due to an accident in yr4 netball when someone accidently (i hope) tripped me and i chipped my tooth .___. There was this little kid at the orthodontist who was playing with those huge building blocks/lego pieces and kept taking one at a time then walking away and coming back some time later. The funny thing is, he kept taking only one at a time and kept coming back. When he was supposedly putting back the blocks, he just slammed them in the box like he was angry haha it was hilarious.

On other note,

Don't you sometimes wish that things wouldn't change? or that they would go back to the way things were before? Seems like i'm possibly hated by someone...

Something to share ^____^

Welcome To My Piano House, Step Into My Violin Credits: Peekabooitzme@Soompi An amazing work of art.

The September Issue

To do list:

English assignment + essay (classwork only -.-)

History assignment

PDHPE assignment

Study for geo skills test

Study for maths test + catch up

Art design

Kill me now T_______T

Hehe i bought the september issue of Vogue today ^___^ It's so heavy and thick as it's celebrating 50 years. Also found out that there is a documentary titled "The September Issue" on Anna Wintour & the making of Vogue. In cinemas 20th August.

I love these dresses

I love lace, ruffles and chandeliers.

Dance

Found ok-quality versions of the maid dance on the actual main stage ^___^ It was actually filmed on day2 but the dance is the same (which i must say is disappointing because i thought they'd do something different T___T) Still cute to watch a second time though.

Watch it again if you're bothered xD

Haha i love the second dance

~Credits to xiaoxiaopudding@youtube for uploading~

Muahaha i won at bowling today but Jess wasn't there so maybe she would've won :(

We did dance in P.E. It was ok i guess, not that bad. At least it's 10 times better than doing soccer. I fail at soccer (literally). We started learning the Cha Cha ^_____^ I was so tired after school that i slept for 2hrs. I seriously should get more sleep sigh*

Nothing much to talk about today so i'll leave it at that.

~Credits to Smash flickr account~

I FORGOT TO SIGN THE WALL T_____T I wonder who keeps it :S

I shall post more photos when they upload some.

SMASHSMASHSMASH

I was meant to post this yday but i was too tired so i'm posting it now.

昨日はSMASHに行きました。楽しかったですよ! でもね昨日は寒いです。Christine was like a little kid in an amusement park, kept running around all excited. Went in the K room a couple of times and the gaming room. LOL mg the people who were playing "In the groove 2" (It's like DDR) were so pro (literally). They make the people at galaxy seem noob :L They weren't asian though. Maid cafe was fun ^___^ Ai-chan (Shirley T.) was working there and now that i think about it, i want to volunteer too (: next yr maybe or the yr after. Seems fun but i guess it's tiring at the same time since it's practically like you're working in a real cafe and i might get rejected T-T The line was so long but luckily Christine was already lining up and we jumped in line with her xD Cake was yummy. We sure love our milk cause Shirley kept on having to go back to get milk for everyones hot chocolate since everyone wanted it filled "to the top". Maid dance on the main stage was とてもかわいいですよ！(The guy in the front at the beginning of the dance to "Sorry" was cute looking ^___^)

This vid isn't of the main stage dance but it's the same except they did one more dance in this vid ^___^ the vid of the main stage dance is super noisy so this is better. I didn't get to see this in the cafe though T______T

Credits to VIDEODIREX@Youtube for uploading

Chibi's KuroShitsuji cosplay was so cuteeeee and sugoi! Hehe lace and ruffles xD TY to Christine for the devil voodoo doll key chain ^^ I'm still entertained by it haha. Towards the end we went to eat Takoyaki cause i was hungry but then they ran out of ingredients so we had to wait an hr. Even after we ordered, we had to wait almost an hr for them to finish making it for all the people before us -,- it was a long wait.... in the cold! I didn't end up buying nekomimi afterall :( They weren't worth the price .___. There was this kakkoi looking guy with grey hair upstairs xD but he was wearing a mouth mask (?) I missed out on Katherine's skit on the main stage for the cosplay comp T___T because it was when we were eating. I waited before we went to eat but it still wasn't her turn...

MUST GO AGAIN NEXT YR! and maybe i'll go to Animania next month ^___^

I WAS MEANT TO GO SMASH TODAY AS WELL BUT I DIDN'T AND I REGRET IT NOW T___________T

Say hello to my voodoo doll

and my current nails (:

Hardly took any photos cause i cbb asking people for their permission -.- i'll just steal some off Katherine and Chibi muahaha ^_^

Sometimes i wonder why i still haven't had a bf when everyone around me has or has had one....

Happy16thKiwi

HAPPY 16TH BDAY TO MY GORGOR (:

I hope you cheer up, hugs*

Pic of what my cupcakes looked like ^___^

This post will be short since i have many things to do still.

CHINESE TEST TMR OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGMOMGOMGOGMOGM! I don't remember anything argh! Stupid characters! Stupid Chinese. Why does it have to be so complicated?

Anyways got back english writing hw task and i got 10/10 yay xD

THINGS TO DO -.-

>STUDY FOR CHINESE TEST (which is tmr)

>START ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT

>DO PDHPE ASSIGNMENT PART

>STUDY FOR GEO

>HISTORY ASSIGNMENT

>CLAY DESIGN

>MATHS HW

>and all the other minor hw i have -.-

SIGH* so many freakin things to do. I hate school!

M S N

I miss msn T_____T stupid comp. Stupid ebuddy. Stupid virus that probably was from ebuddy -.- this sucks.

Cupcakes were sucess (: My brother said they tasted good
but then again, that was when they were hot...

I have an english assignment :@ That's a presentation! AGAIN 2$%^!

Annoyed to the max

I'm annoyed and stressed. I swear by the time i reach the HSC, i'll be dead from stress already.

And i hate soccer. Very much. I fail.

Lack of sleep

Nothing exciting about today. I did so shit in bowling for sport today because we for some reason ended up going to the Enfield one again and THEY DIDN'T HAVE NO FKN SIZE6 BALL. Last time we did bowling there was only ONE and now there's NONE. Not my fault i use the lightest ball -.- i bowl better with it. Grrrr and then the comp rigged.

Anyways

I feel so dead tired today.

N E E D S L E E P B A D L Y T________T

Yuck, P.E first period tmr!

Negai Ga Kanau Nara - Yuya Matsushita と Unmeibito - Sachi Tainaka

I almost died from cramps today. It was like knives were slicing across my lower stomach T-T and i was curling up in a ball... I was half agro half crying. It was the most horrible experience ever. It doesn't hurt anymore thankgod but it still hurt for a good few hours -.- no idea how i'm gonna survive next time. AND i was meant to be doing work but it was too painful to do anything but curl up on my bed.

Negai Ga Kanau Nara - Yuya Matsushita

In one close-up shot he looked like MatsuJun for a sec :L Maybe it's just me. His voice is quite high.

Unmeibito - Sachi Tainaka

One other thing, it sounds really selfish but i can't help it. It's just who i am.

人々が私を模倣するとき、私は本当にそれが嫌いだよ。

Sweet 16

Went out to city today for Kiwi's 16th bday outing (:

In the morning we went to galaxy in market city to wait for others. Kiwi, Jess, Natalie and Steph played on the basketball machine and then afterwards Emily and Shirley played DDR. Emily is pro ;) and then mg this guy with glasses started playing and he wasn't technically "old" but usually you don't see people as old as him playing DDR (?) that or he just looks old. Well anyways, he was so hilarious! full dancing with arm moves and like spinning around and using his elbows to tap the buttons whilst lying down :L everyone was laughing at him. Funniest thing that happened today xD The 2 guys before him were pro though (:

When people FINALLY showed up, we walked down to A K A (?) with Susan to look for Gatsby and they didn't have any so then we went to caps. Lunch was next @maccas :L i ate a Mcnugget meal. After lunch we walked up to Woolworths originally to buy glowsticks for K but we ended up just secretly getting a big card for Kiwi (Natalie's idea). Well me and Jess were gonna buy one anyway ..... but not today. Walked around in Footlocker too and they went off to Greenbox whilst me and Jess went to look for Central Plaza to buy something (キヴのプレゼント) n____n we met back up with them later though. No-one even knew where Central Plaza was so we ended up walking down the road and then up again -.- We went past this arcade looking place with a few shops and there was this store with long necklaces (my style) and they looked like the one i wanted from Suxxex st centre with an antique looking clock on it. I must go back and buy one. We also went to Kino xD i loveeeeeee their Kimmi Dolls, so cute! I want to buy one but then i'll be tempted to collect them all. How pretty would they look in my room. Jess got a Me To You bear bookmark and a ruler @Kino. At SP1 i saw a white LEE shirt with a few holes and pocket. It was nice in a plain way and i want it. It's $60 sigh*

Met back with the others @ Galaxy on George St. Kiwi versed Emily on Daytona and Emily played the guitar machine ^__^ We also secretly (yet very obviously) signed the card for Kiwi :L Walked to Darling Harbour afterwards and took photos. Jess and Christine jumped across the stepping squares and i wanted to go on the Ferris Wheel! but but it was $12/person so we didn't end up going on it T____T Went to the Maccas there and got more coke cause i was thirsty and then me and Shirley left to go home whilst the others walked towards the Harbour. According to Kiwi i owe her 1000+ hugs :L

Whilst walking back to Central Station, me and Shirley dropped by the capsule place and she played a game of basketball xD and then we went in the cd store next to it (Rong Bao Tang). They had the GReeeeN album but it was $40 something i think (memory loss) I still want it!

Today was fun, long and tiring (:

Oh and i'm going to bake cupcakes for Kiwi's official bday. Lets all pray that i don't fail hehe.

Btw i don't get why everyone hates Backstreet Boys :L i mean their songs aren't that bad. I like their newest one Straight Through My Heart (Shinji sent it to me) and i made Kiwi addicted to it by sending it to her xD mwahahaha.