Scared

I'm so scared right now because i keep seeing spiders around my house. It's as if the spiders only appear in front of me since i'm always the one who spots them. I found another one in my room just then and it was big (well, big to me, though my dad would call it small). I told my brother to kill it and he just sprayed it dead and left it there. I refuse to go pick it up ): This is like the fifth spider i've seen in my house in a very short period of time and there was one in the exact same spot yesterday (?) that i made mum kill. Why are spiders suddenly haunting me? I don't even know where they're coming from because i don't open my window at night. I'm scared of sleeping in my own room now... Someone make the spiders go away *sobs*. I'm especially scared that they're going to hide in my built in wardrobe and pop out from my clothes. I can't even concentrate on typing my notes any more. I wish someone would invent something that would kill all the bugs in the world, but then that'd jeopardise the whole food chain. Urgh, stupid bugs.