What is fun?

I think there's something seriously wrong with me. No matter what i do or who i'm with, nothing feels fun to me any more. I honestly wish that i could come home from a day out with friends and truly feel that i had fun. What is fun? I wouldn't even be able to answer that if you asked me. Sometimes i feel like such an emotionless robot. I want to do new things and go to new places. I wish i could go travelling, i think that would make me happy.

I went shopping...is it even considered shopping if i didn't buy anything? Hmm.. probably not. Well, i walked around Town Hall with Jess in the morning and finally went to the Westfield on Pitt Street. I think they didn't do that great of a job with the interior design because the colour of the walls and the glare of the lights made me feel very claustrophobic. After walking around two levels i was already sick of the place and wanted to get out. We went and watched a movie because dinner with the others wasn't until 6 and there was nothing else to do. There isn't really anything interesting in cinemas at the moment so we ended up watching Tron: Legacy in 3D, just to kill time. I wasn't expecting much out of it but i must say it wasn't that bad. They had awesome cyber motorcycles :D We went for dinner/K at Mizuya and everyone was like high on drugs, but as you've already read about my emotionless, fun-deprived situation, you can probably figure that i was pretty bored. Plus you know that i don't really listen to English music so that made me even more bored. I should've just stayed home like the people who didn't go.

I'm pretty annoyed at the heels i wore today because i have discovered that they are grip-less. Though the rain may be to blame, i almost slipped whilst walking to the station after dinner. I think if it weren't for the glass window which i had my hand on to regain my balance, i would've ended up on the floor. I pretty much hate those shoes now, and i probably wont wear them again unless i'm doing something impractical.

It's one already and even though i'm tired, i don't want to go to sleep. That's so contradictory.