Not bothered

I feel so guilty because i've done absolutely nothing today. N O T H I N G. Well i spent ages scanning through stuff on G-market. Probably going to buy some stuff (: But the expensive shipping makes me angry ): Why do they only have EMS?! If you buy like $200, the shipping is still around $50. I hate you EMS ! You ruin my happy shopping.

And i didn't do my speech again today *sigh*. I'm so over it. I already know i'm going to get crap.

I sometimes wonder if my parents made me go tutoring back in primary school, maybe i would've made it to selective. I'm pretty sure there are a lot of people that judge based on someone's school. And our school isn't all that great. I wonder how i would do in a selective school if i could go to one now. Blah, i wish i were a nerd ): I think i'm going to be even more depressed if my Legal essay mark is disappointing (apparently we'll get it back next week).

It's early but i think i'll sleep soon. I feel dead and not bothered with anything.

I should start studying for yearlies huh? But i have a speech for S.O,R due next Wednesday. I so can't be bothered doing it.

I think i was going to talk about something else but now i forgot what it was.... Oh well.