Sleep deprived (yet again)

Can't wait to see more of my beloved Miura Haruma ♥ ;D

Today: Avatar in 3D + Kinokuniya (again) because i promised to take heater* there + kikki.K to buy Irene's rip $25 diary + a dripping 1/2 chicken kebab for lunch because i ended up with the top half ): = a very tiring but fun day. As i'm typing this blog i'm about to drop dead and fall asleep. I think i only slept for 6.5 hours.

*For those that are confused, heater is the nickname i gave to Christine :D So no, i'm not literally talking about a heating device >.>'

I want to buy his yet-to-be released photobook

As you may have realised by now, I'm currently in a Miura Haruma obsession phase 8)

I saw a medium sized cockroach on the wall today and my brother told me to spray it. Then it started flying T-T and i dodged/ran away. Then he started spraying it, accompanied with his evil laugh :L My brother is so weird sometimes.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas ♥

Edit: I think i have a shoe/high heel obsession. I can just imagine my collection when i'm older and have a job :D Mum was so nice today. Got a pair of shoes, shorts, dress (black again #___# but it's cute), ring (yes the one i wanted :D) and also the necklace i wanted. I thought i had memory loss or something because i tried the ring again and it fit. I was like :S did i try it wrong last time? but then the lady was telling me that they have sizes. I never knew the had sizes! .. well i never asked but i assumed that they didn't. Bad assumption? haha.

I want to go to Townhall tmr ): because of Boxing Day sales of course. But it's raining and i cbb and i don't want to squish with so many people since i hate crowds. But SHOES are on sale! mum doesn't want to go though sigh* Talking about crowds i actually really like watching NYE fireworks but so many people squashing and pushing in confined ... well not really confined but the amount of people make big spaces turn into confined spaces. Plus since mum hates crowds we don't go anymore and she wont let me go with friends because crowds + pushing + drunk people + night time = dangerous ==; sigh* I wish i could watch the fireworks in a less crowded place... maybe like the Opera House? but tickets are limited ): I'll just stick to watching fireworks on T.V for now. I sound like such a sad person ):

I have Chu by f(x) stuck in my head ): I walked in two stores today and they were playing it.

Absence of Christmas spirit

24th December - It's already Christmas eve.. well, not that i really care anyway. It seems that everyone is so excited about Christmas but it doesn't effect me at all. I don't even remember the last time i unwrapped a Christmas present, but i guess it doesn't matter anyway. I'm not a little kid anymore and i don't have to believe that being good will get me presents. I'm only happy about the sales ;D and I'm going shoe shopping tmr (: I kind of wish i had more Christmas spirit though...

I had the weirdest dream ever last night and i woke up with deep finger nail marks on my palm ): I must've been clenching my fist, which is rather odd because i wasn't angry in my dream.

BENI - Sign

Release date: 20th January 2010

Need entertainment

I suddenly feel like i have nothing to do... probably because i caught up with dramas and now i have to wait til eps are released ): Back to being bored sigh* I hate when i make plans but they don't end up happening because something comes up --;

Hehe more nailpolish (: I love those colours

and a new bag for school :D

Iceskating@Macquarie

Macquarie Uni is seriously in the middle of nowhere, but the station design looks so much better than the old one/s (:

Had a fun but tiring almost 2hrs worth of ice-skating ;D Steph took the photo (Y)

Now to continue on with my rant:

3 is so 3Asfdg$%$&#&@! A while ago, we could get an upgrade at 12 months and then they changed it to 18 months. I was all excited because this month would be the 18th month and i was planning on getting the white Nokia E71 on upgrade but apparently they freakin changed it to 20 months now so i can't upgrade until February :@! and by that time the E71 will be classified as "old" since it's free on the $29 cap and everyone's going to get it now. I might consider waiting longer and getting the Nokia E72 instead because i read that it's as good as the E71 and better/slimmer :D but there is no white! I really want a white phone --' I went online to check and apparently they have a grey design and brown design for the E72 along with the black one. Why would they make a grey one?! If they make a grey one they might as well make a white one. Plus white is actually a really popular colour --; stupid Nokia.

>:(

I'm so freakin bored it's driving me crazy. Literally. I feel like all i've been doing is sleeping and sitting at the comp 24/7. I have no life T-T

What should i do? Someone come save me.

and i still refuse to press the red button heaterrrr >:(

Arrow - Girugamesh

Desktop

Found a better wallpaper ;D

but i had to add a strip again ): It looks so much better without it. If only i could make the Statica skin black T-T

EDIT: changed it again

Results & Desktop makeover

SC results: Ok, but not good enough. I should've studied harder.

When i have many programs and windows open i feel that my screen is too small even though it's 24inch. I want dual monitors ): like my brother... who has triple monitors --; I was bored and inspired by the Soompi desktop thread where everyone's desktop is very nice so i ended up giving mine a make-over. It took a while though, because i ended up downloading the wrong program. Nice and simple (The time etc. is actually easier to see than in the print screen.) I'd actually rather the grey strip not be there but i can't change the colour of the aps/widgets/gadgets so i had to put something dark ): And a lot of people on Soompi have those docks like on Macs but i think i'll stick with the windows taskbar. What happens to the start menu :S

& the hilarious part of the convo i had with Irene :L

Feeling fat (yet again)

Yet again i hate stores (Witchery) where the size 6 jeans don't fit me comfortably. Witchery makes me feel fat. The size 7 skinnies are imo too loose for my liking but the size 6 (even though they do fit) are really uncomfortable seeing as there isn't much elasticity in the material. So apparently i need a size 6.5 (which doesn't exist) Stupid Witchery. Black skinnies were only $20 because they were all size 6. Therefore i feel fat. I'm now regretting that i didn't get the black dress from Ojay for the dinner ):

Current wishlist:

> 38mm curler

> Oroton wallet

> White Nokia E71 on upgrade (probably)

> Heels: De Lourve + Gmarket

> Nail pearls

> Shu Uemura eyelash curler

I still want that ring from Sussex St Centre ): But there is only one size and it's huuuuge.

Usually when it's almost Christmas people get excited and look forward to receiving presents. But for me, Christmas is just like any other day. I don't even care. I have literally no relatives here so i get nothing.

Off topic but i really hate Mixpod now. Apparently Youtube made them put the mvs for all songs and the player skin that i like or any of the ones i like don't support videos so i can't add any songs unless i upload them myself and get the URL. Annoying much? This post is so shopping-filled i'm starting to hate it.

Tony Bianco

I thought i hated peep toe shoes but now i think they're o.k :S I kind of like these Tony Bianco shoes ($169.95). They're so high.

Argh i'm so damn bored stuck at home. I'm bored when i'm out and i'm bored when i'm at home. What is there to do then -.- I can't even be bothered going to school on Monday. Well it's not like i even want my SC results. I stuffed up pretty badly ): I suddenly want to go on an exchange trip to Japan again but that's most likely not going to happen. I'll definitely go for a holiday one day but i actually want to go to school there and experience school life/make friends ): and i can only do that on exchange. I'd feel so weird living with a host family though.

I suddenly want to buy many things. Not good ):

Last Kiss - Supernova

I finally got my contacts back, exactly 2 weeks later. Now i don't have to be half blind when i go out :D Right now i'm feeling that holidays are so long but actually it's already December 8th and school starts again on January 28th (?) i think it was. Going back to school means going back to hell ): because i said i would study hard before i end up regretting it. But before that, i have to get 4 teeth pulled out during the end of January. Everyone says that it doesn't hurt but honestly I'm still scared T-T Sigh* These boring holidays make me feel that i want to do something fun but there really isn't much to do since Sydney's a boring hole. Someone take me overseas ): ♡ I want a pair of Christian Louboutins ;D

I'm planning to sleep earlier today. Let's hope that actually happens.

Last Kiss - Supernova

I feel that Supernova's songs are all rather subtle and weak (?) If that's that word. Their songs sound nice but don't really leave a deep impression.

Zombieland

Watched Zombieland today. It was actually pretty disgusting at times ): but still good/funny. You know those people who go out like almost everyday? I don't understand what they do. What is there to do? All there is to do in the city is K, caps, movie, shopping, laser tag, bowling.. and that's about it. I don't understand ): or maybe i've just become an overly boring person. But i wish there was an ice-skating rink in the city. I feel tired today since i only got around 6 1/2 hrs of sleep sigh* And i forgot to give Shinji the dvd since he forgot to remind me T-T I only remembered on the train -.-

I'm uber bored and currently eating "dinner" at 11pm. I blame the udon i had for lunch.

Almost forgot to mention, i'm never trusting inexpensive shoes from China ever again glares* I was running/speed walking to the bus stop in the heels Ling got from Beijing last time she went and the heel kinda like... broke? (Sounds like a drama moment :L) So i had to wobble back to my house, change shoes and walk to North Strath station instead since i missed the bus. I hate North Strath station. It's such a hole.

SINCREA - Xmas Day

I think i like it better then Garasu no Namida

どこにいるの？

I've been so bored lately and whenever i'm bored, i start getting sleepy. Almost two more months of holidays left and i'm already running out of things to do. For some reason, i have many dramas i could be watching but lately i'm not in the mood to watch things. Yday mum asked me to buy a Christmas card to send to my grandparents in America and i forgot to get an envelope T-T how stuffed can i get? Memory loss maybe (?) I'm not sure if it's just me but i feel that my hair is getting browner and browner (which is a good thing of course). You know, when i compare myself to some people, i feel like a kid. But when i think about already being in yr11, i feel old. I have so many things i need to buy this summer: senior skirt/s, flats for school (against school rules but since when have i had the correct uniform?), new bag, 38mm curler (thinking about buying one again), summer clothes and heels. After walking so much in heels on Saturday, i think i can survive a while in them now.

Sigh* It's been 5 days. I wonder what happened ): found out what happened (:

"Jaanette itte kara mada

gofun mo tatte nai noni

sugu ni aitakute mou ichido..." ♫

I've been playing Dear... repeatedly ♥

I really wish that g-market wasn't in Korean because even the English version still has Korean i'm thinking about getting those shoes but i don't have paypal grrr... and i don't want to ask my brother.

Miura Haruma ♥ Kyaa

Group formal

Had so much fun at the dinner/group formal.

My feet were hurting by the end of the day T-T

Intolerance

Sometimes i feel that i'm a selfish person

intolerant of the littlest things

Eve - Vidoll

Sometimes you annoy me so much

Norita

Work experience just keeps getting worse. Raymond always tells us to go shopping since there isn't anything to do but i feel bad because it's like i have no commitment. I just wish they'd at least give me something to type or photocopy. And he said that he can't lie in the report. Well it's not my fault that he isn't giving me anything to do ): Went to watch New Moon afterwards and it was rather boring. I wish i could do work experience at Norita instead. Joyee, Joanna and Donna looked like they were having so much fun and they possibly get summer jobs there.

Lunch @ Norita

Excuse the bad quality. My phone camera sucks in low lighting,

Work exp

Today i got a blister on my hand from trying to open my drink bottle. I know, that sounds so retarded but afterwards i looked at my hand and here was a bubble. It hurts so much. Work experience was rather boring and we got off at almost 5 because we went to do some settlement stuff in the CBD. I'd rather stay home for the week. Stupid compulsory work experience :@ Not really looking forward to work experience tmr sigh* I feel rather clothes less again lately ): The clothes at De Lourve are expensive, $90 for a top. If only i could go to China/HK, the clothes would be so much cheaper. It turns out that the shoes i wanted weren't the shoes that Jess wanted to buy for the dinner but either way they didn't have the ones i wanted or the ones she wanted anymore T-T I was planning on getting them!

Rong Bao Tang already has the NEWS Winter Diamond concert which i wasn't planning on buying because i thought it would be expensive like the Pacific concert but it was only $19 for the JP version! I find it so odd that the Never Ending Wonderful Story DVD JP version was also only $19 (though the packaging was rather cheap looking), the Pacific concert JP version was $114 when i wanted to buy it (It dropped to around $75 now) and now the Winter Diamond concert which also has cheap-looking packaging is $19. $114 and $19 is a huge difference! I think I'm really over male Jpop singers. I'm in a Jrock phase now ;D I just remembered that they probably have no more limited edition omfg! It never occurred to me to go and check how much the JP version was because i assumed that i'd be $100+ so i was waiting for the TW version to be released which is usually one month later. #$%$#t%ersdgdsfgSDFGISEDFIYGUEUHY! Limited edition has special music clips produced by each member T-T and the normal one is meant to have a 14-page jacket. The one they have in stall doesn't seem like it has anything though :S ..

I'M ANGRY *RAGES* I like my limited edition things :@

My new want

ByeBye ABW

It has been such a long week and finally ABW has come to an end. Although our group didn't win (or even come close to winning) it was fun at times and a great experience. I just don't understand why our share price was so low when our occupancy was 90+ ): I fail as financial manager. But, our group got an award for the best written report (: I'm happy, even though i slept at 2am to put it all together. The marking was rigged for the ad because Vyston's ad (made by Yvonne) was 10 times better than all the rest but it didn't win and didn't even get runner up :@

This hot weather makes me want to stay home and be lazy but we have work exp next week. I can't be stuffed doing it.

I saw yr 9s with their laptops today ):

And i'm so blind atm. My contacts got sent to be polished so adding to the time before that, i haven't been wearing them for almost 2 weeks. It feels so weird to wear my glasses again, even the weakest ones i have.

New single:

Kana Nishino - Dear...

My new love

I love how piano can make me smile (:

Determined to learn Taeyang's Wedding Dress. I wonder if i can even play it ): I think i really need to work on my hand co-ordination although i'm glad that my sight reading has improved drastically since i stopped piano. I often wish i had continued piano because i might have became much better than i am now (i still suck). Then again, if i didn't stop, i wouldn't have had the opportunity to learn the songs i like. I use to hate all the songs i had to play for the AMEB examinations. Also bought a dress from Bardot yesterday (: I sometimes feel like i can't breathe properly in it though, because it's strapless and the top part is tight like a corset.

Also in love with the piano from Mirror Mirror by Thanh Bui which i only came across today when i was searching for piano covers of Wedding Dress.

Shoes

The shoes i want:

Other than online, i haven't seen them anywhere. Buying online is such a hassle though, and i don't even know what sizes there are since it's in Korean.

Gmarket

Shopping for a dress this weekend. Hopefully i'll find one.

I want a simple one like this:

I can't even remember where i got this pic from because i saved it ages ago :S maybe it was from a Soompi thread.

Lifeless

I'm somewhat counting down the days until it's officially summer holidays... but then again i'll probably start complaining that i'm bored and I feel rather lifeless these days.

I like the newer versions of Xperia.

Alan never fails to amaze me n____n

Fml.

Great. I screwed up a bunch of tests that were meant to be easy. I guess that makes me stupid right? argh i have no idea wth was wrong with me. In maths for some reason i was really nervous so then it took me a while to take in what the question was asking and i misread the second last question and stuffed other basic questions :'( * continues on with depressing rant* Fml. I don't want the results, someone burn them. I swear this is going to be on my mind until i get the stupid results. skgafdghdfgknregn. Everyone is all happy that SC is over and i'm just depressed over it. I might as well go jump off a bridge in yr12. And all there is to do now is wait, and wait, and wait. Plus for ABW i was all excited that we get to wear mufti for the whole wk and Jess told me that this yr we have to wear uniform. Freaking hell ==; stupid school. dfkjhgkafhgadfjhgruvnjdfgh! I'm so angry at myselfffffff ):

I need a holiday ): or something fun.

I really want to shop off Zipia but the min is USD$500! I don't have that much money to spend ): in Summer which is our Winter, it lowers down to $300 ==; still a lot but maybe i'll save up and splurge next Winter.. just maybe. Plus there's also shipping costs.

I wish i were smart ):

Today i feel dumb

End of story ):

bang bang*

♪

It sounds so sweet.

I'm so envious of those that can play by ear ):

Non-attempt to study

Current mood: so not bothered to study ==;

I pick up my notes and already start falling asleep and i keep thinking of other things like what i'm going to wear to our formal since i don't really want to wear my black dress anymore :S argh! Then i ended up watching HP 3. It's my favourite one :D ~ After reading a Soompi thread, it really got me thinking that i don't want to be one those people who end up looking.... not that great (not to sound mean T__T) without make-up on. With all i've seen on Soompi threads, it can be quite shocking. Hopefully i wont end up being one of those people who can't even leave their house w/o make-up on. On another note, i just read some news on GReeeeN.

GReeeeN vocalist Hide has angrily denied media reports that the J-pop group are splitting up. It was reported this week that the upcoming release of a greatest hits album would be the group's last and that the four members would focus on being full-time dentists. That sounds absurd except for the fact that all four were studying dentistry at university when they met. They completed their studies but also debuted with Universal Music in 2007, and their lives took a wildly different turn. With their catchy tunes and clever marketing the group have achieved world record level sales. They saw solid sales of their major-label debut album, and their second and third albums were million sellers. In July, their single "Kiseki" was recognized by Guinness World Records as the best-selling digital downloaded single of all time, and . But the members' faces are never seen. On his blog yesterday, Hide (29) explained that this is because they are now practicing dentists and they want to keep that and their pop success separate. Addressing the latest rumor, he said "The media have created smoke where there is no fire, with the aim of taking your money. It stinks. Everyone, don't worry, we are not breaking up." Source: jpnzone

I hope it isn't true ):

...Studying? pssh i totally am :S

Heartbreaker

Wow i haven't blogged for a few days. Nothing much has happened though. SC is creeping up next wk and i don't think i'm prepared ): I got really high for my Eng assignment so i'm really happy about that :D I've been so blind for the past few days since i haven't been wearing my contacts. I'm kind of scared to start wearing them again since they were still hurting before ==; but i really should wear them tmr so i'm not blind for the SC. Lets hope a few days of rest helped them heal.

Something i came across today that really made me go wtf O______O

G-Dragon’s Album No Longer Suitable For Minors

On the morning of November 3rd (KST), G-Dragon's solo album Heartbreaker was declared unsuitable for children or anyone under the legal age (which is 19 in Korea).

After analyzing the lyrics of G-Dragon's songs "She's Gone" and "Korean Dream" off his album, officials deemed the lyrics too inappropriate for children. According to officials, "She's Gone" has an underlying suggestive meaning of drug use, while "Korean Dream" promotes an inappropriate "dream" of Korea. The title track of the album, "Heartbreaker," was said to be an automatic no-no for the young adult community. It's funny that they don't mention the most obvious one--"Breathe." G-Dragon clearly says, "You and me hardcore, baby. Let's do it some more. I can't breathe..." which I think is more suggestive than the other three songs.

These songs will not be available on television before 10pm, and his album cannot be purchased by anyone under the age of 19. The album, after selling nearly 200,000 copies by the end of September, will soon have the "19 only" sticker on it. Distributors who fail to comply will be issued a severe punishment or a heavy fine.

Source: allkpop.com

I feel so sorry for the Big Bang fans in South Korea who haven't bought his album and now can no longer buy it because they're under 19 ):

Big Bang - Hallelujah (IRIS OST)

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween ;D

For the first time we actually got a few trick or treaters but my dad answered the door and he was like "huh?" (He didn't even know it was Halloween nor does he know that people trick or treat on Halloween). I feel sorry for the kids ): we didn't have candy anyway though, since we never get any trick or treaters >__<

I'm so addicted to 声をきかせて :D Oh and i read that Toda Erika is currently filming Liar Game 2. I didn't even know they were filming a second season :S but i didn't like Liar Game that much anyway. Might not even watch it.

I think i figured out what i'm wearing for our group formal but i need to buy a high-waist belt ): I don't have one.

Big Bang

Haha omg the guy from centrelink finally replied to the email concerning work experience that i sent over a month ago, what an asshole ==; overly delayed! Too late now anyway.

I did good in Geo trials n___n I'm proud of myself. But then again, i keep doing good in the subjects i don't care about/hate and i did shit in the subjects that i was confident in ==; how screwed!

Big Bang > new track for the IRIS OST

T.O.P's hair looks waaaay better long (:

Corpse

I feel like my brain isn't functioning and i feel so dead tired, sigh* I'm going to turn into a corpse soon... even though i'm so lazy and haven't been doing anything lately. Just in time for Halloween ;D

History excursion @ The Rocks

It's so ironic. I wasn't actually sick yesterday and i didn't go to school but now i feel like i actually am getting sick.

History excursion was rather boring.

Lunch

I like candles (?) haha

Typewriter

Gramophone

The rocks

Telephone booth

For some reason it reminds me of HP, and yes that's Yvonne in there ;D

The delayed updates on the dashboard has been annoying me so much :@ It was actually not delayed before but now it is. If someone posts, it doesn't show up on there until the next day and the times are stuffed. Stupid blogger.

Rain

I feel like a short post today.

Last night there was a black out at 11:30 whilst i was in the middle of doing my English hw. I had to use my phone for light ==; and then we lit candles. It lasted until 1:00 but i already gave up on doing anything so i was sleeping already. Whilst i'm on the topic of my phone, i think my battery is stuffed. It runs out extremely quickly now and it kind of gets hot when i charge it sometimes :S Other than that, i stayed home today :D no school. It was raining anyway. I hate rain. Ugh i think it's going to rain tmr and we have the History excursion. But i promised Kristy i'd go to school.

I can't wait til Summer holidays. It's the only thing i'm looking forward to. Plus i feel so not bothered lately.... with everything. I think this not bothered-ness is going to last a while.

UVERworld - 哀しみはきっと

My T.V got sold today so i'm T.V-less until the new one arrives - not that i watch T.V much anyway. I really think that i should start taking school seriously. I probably seem like i already do, but in reality i procrastinate so much it's not even funny. Must start taking school more seriously! If it weren't for my ink-less printer, i probably would've already learnt "Eternally" today >:(

I like Go-On better.

素敵な歌。

Today's buys:

More nail polish and a bag

I've found the next song i want to learn (: Eternally by Utada Hikaru. Possibly my favourite song by her. I'm in love with it n____n (even though it's old) I thought i had it but turns out i don't, so very odd. The person in the vid played by ear so it sounds much more complicated than the actual piano scores (which are simple and easy) But oh well, i still want to learn it.

Credits: makhonkit@youtube

I feel..

I feel: disappointed over results, pissed off at my brother and depressed overall ):

Happy Birthday Lizzy!

My hand-made card. It's pop-up :D