:D Electives to go

Day two

Maths was ok (: Civics i think i did ok too but i wrote a number wrong -.- was meant to be section 51 and 127 of the constitution but i put 51 and 112. Ordered cake (blueberry fresh cream) it looks pretty n__n I had no appetite at dinner, maybe it's because I've been starving myself for the past few days and my eating times have been stuffed up. 3 more days and then holidaysssssss! Well technically 2 since we don't have exams on Thursday which means no school. I'm determined to find some new songs to learn on the piano, and finish the one i'm learning of course. And i have to do my art homework task (which sounds more like an assignment) and my English assignment. It's so funny because after school i was feeling quite happy because i was thinking that i wouldn't have to do anymore civics tests for the rest of my life. Then i realised that there's still the actual SC. That killed my happy mood T_T

Computer skills, art and commerce tmr

JPOP NEWS D: That i came across when i was bored

{ Management agency Stardust Promotion is reportedly considering the dismissal of actress Erika Sawajiri (23) for breach of contract. Sawajiri's conduct has long caused headaches for the company, and it seems that they have decided to finally put an end to it. Sources say that Stardust began talks of canceling Sawajiri's contract earlier this month. The actress still has some time remaining on her contract, and she is said to be cast in a major movie project. However, the agency has apparently determined that she is guilty of a serious breach of contract, and they do not plan to wait until the contract's expiration. When asked about the story, Stardust replied with "no comment." Sawajiri has long had a reputation of a difficult personality, earning her the nickname of "Erika-sama." In 2007, she was heavily criticized by the media for her unprofessional attitude during a PR event for the movie "Closed Note." Around the same time, she was also discovered to be in a relationship with multimedia creator Tsuyoshi Takashiro (45), whom she married this past January. In addition, rumors have surfaced that Sawajiri frequently used drugs while in Europe with Takashiro. In particular, they are said to have often attended drug parties in Ibiza. There are further reports that while they were at Amami Oshima, they went to an event that Noriko Sakai and Yuichi Takaso also attended. Although Sawajiri's dismissal is not official yet, it appears likely to happen. This would have a significant effect on her career, though she may be able to continue independently. }

I blame history. Every time i see the work 'sacked' now, i think of the Whitlam dismissal. How screwed is that ==; I liked her image in 1LOT waaaaaay better. It was like cute and innocent but now she's tanned and married to some 45yr old guy. Since when was she half French? I never knew that...

AND :D

What an old photo :D it was with the article

NEWS member Tomohisa Yamashita (24) has scheduled his first solo concerts, to be held at Yokohama Arena this November. Just before that, he will also release a new solo single, his first in more than three years. Yamashita's first single as a soloist was "Daite Senorita" in May 2006, used as the theme song of the drama series "Kurosagi." The song has sold more than 800,000 copies. His new song is an R&B tune titled "Loveless." It will be released on November 18. Then, on November 21-23, he will do a total of five shows at the Yokohama Arena.

Day one (trials)

Day one

English - failed

the narrative was the shitest i've written in my whole entire life. I was so blank and had no ideas.

Argh. Apparently it doesn't count towards anything though (LUCKILY)

Science - good/ok?

i think i stuffed up the evidence for plate tectonics

is evidence for continental drift and plate tectonics the same thing? O____o

I think i'll be less worried after tmr since it'll only be electives after that

BUT OMG I'M SUCH A FAILURE T_T

Panic attack

PANIC ATTACK!

TRIALS TMR FML.

JDGHAJFGNFDSIRUTWOIJGBVNCBVMWIEOFR!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

The thought of long responses scare me ):

Why does everyone say the SC is easy T_T

and i think my brother is going a little crazy with his game-buying phase

he bought a drum thing -.-

Hardcore nerding

I find it so stupid that the Board of Studies ONLY puts answers for m/c. What about the other freakin parts? :@ I want to check my answers! They could at least put the marking criteria for long response questions -.- chucks brick at them*

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RIGHT?

Argh my throat hurts. What if i end up sick this week?

omg -.- runs off to eat medicine*

Never heard of SINCREA but i like this song (:

They're quite new since they only formed in 2008

助けって。

Starved myself again today. Had to eat whilst walking to the station after school ):　Walking and eating is bad, i know. BUT i'd rather walk and eat than die of hunger　sigh* more running around the school today. My history notes scare me. Seriously. The thing is obese.

Weekend plans: cramming, cramming and more cramming. My god.

Maybe i can go shopping next weekend. I need to go shopping.

I have a cut on my hand and i don't know where it came from ):

Half a cake? It tasted o.k

Need to catch the earlier bus next week so i won't be late for trials T_T

私って変なのかなあ？だって彼氏がいないの。。。

Sleep deprived

I'm so sleep deprived lately that it's depressing AND my contacts keep killing me eyes so they keep hurting during school. I didn't have time to blog yday but i stayed home because of the dust storm :D I wanted to take a photo but it wasn't that orange/red anymore ): Also, i think i starved myself today since i had no time to eat lunch. So i didn't eat anything besides a small breakfast until 4. All my classes were such a bludge. Practically did nothing in Chinese, Art and PDHPE since we had a sub and my book was in the locked cupboard :@ - must copy someone's book. And i'm so surprised that my clay didn't blow up in the kiln :L i hateeeee clay.

I printed like 100 pages at the library today ==;

TY to Sammy for sharing awesome Science notes and TY to Jess for sharing Geo notes. I'm sorry if my History or Commerce notes suck. I think my History are ok but Commerce..... so many typos because i wasn't bothered proof-reading. I feel so bad since i got such good notes from Sammy and my Commerce notes are so shit ):

Delayed photos- End of the world haha

Luna Park looks so scary. I like the ferris wheel photo though (Y)

):

I feel stressed.

AND VIV I AM SO SORRY THAT I FORGOT! I FEEL SO BAD T____T

Wasting time writing notes (?)

My blog posts have become short because i can't be bothered and have nothing much to write about. I can't fail to express how much i hate the things we do in P.E. Why can't we do tennis or badminton or netball?! Why does it have to be things like soccer, touch football, cha cha and european handball. I hate all of those things. Esp soccer and touch football. I so failed P.E this yr since i screwed up in Soccer and i don't think our dancing was all that great. Plus i don't think we'll get very good in the PDHPE assignment.... technically wouldn't be my fault though because i did my part and it wasn't short.......

Everyone was literally getting force fed @bowling because Lizzy said to buy the platter of chips and me and Jess wanted wedges so then Jess was like "let's buy both" since there were quite a number of people in our group but she didn't know how overly huge the platter was. Everyone was trying to finish the never ending platter of chips. But we did manage to finish. I'm gona to be off chips for a veryyyyyy long time. I think i'm gona have a pimple outbreak T_____T

I seem to be giving up on writing notes. I keep getting the thought that studying off my book would be literally the same. Plus i feel like i'm wasting time writing notes when i could be sucking in info from my books.... i duno ): Haven't finished history notes so i'm going to do them and then a few maths notes which wont take long + chinese passage for the writing bit. Giving up on geo notes. Can't be stuffed and there isn't HEAPS to remember.

My stomach hurts still ):

Can't decide whether i like this song or not but i'll post it anyway. Another half.

目

My cons killed my eyes this morning and made me wake up 2 hrs later then i was meant to because i couldn't even open my eyes. I woke up, took them off, used eye drops and went back to sleep hoping that they wouldn't hurt when i woke up again. BUT they still hurt! Sometimes i feel that maybe glasses are better than cons. I don't think i should wear them tonight or they might die again tmr. Sigh* I'll prob be a bit blind tmr.

Today i realised that i can't and don't know how to cope with stress. I get stressed so easily. I'm so tired of all this, wish summer holidays would come sooner.

Santa Sabina fete

Santa Sabina fete was so boring, but then again all fetes are boring. Literally just sat, walked around, stood and watched St.Pats vs them in netball. The guys got owned, badly :L (I wanted to play too, haven't played in ages). Also wanted to go on the ferris wheel that they were apparently going to have but they didn't have one -.- It was so hot in the morning/midday that i took my stockings off in the toilet but then it got cold so i put them on again at the end of the day haha. Then i was txting Kiwi and Jess told her to come. Took her a while to arrive since she was kinda lost. I didn't eat anything practically all day besides the tiny breakfast i had so then after me and kiwi left we went to strath plaza and i bought a slice of pizza. The paper bag was so oily and gross -.- i actually wanted chicken and vegetable pie but they didn't have any and then because we went to hanaro mart to buy a drink, i missed my bus T____T because because i thought it was meant to come at 4:47 but it came at 4:41. Then i had to wait until 5:11 for the next one.

I'm never ever going to their fete again. Well, i only went because Jess told me to go ):

Haha and i'm apparently boring, how sad T____T. It's not my fault, the fete itself was boring.

Sigh

Other than getting full marks for Chinese speaking,

today was yet another horrible day

omgomgomgomgomg!

turns out i still have my science notes from last yr! I'm saveeeeeeeeeeeeed. Plus i have my mid-year notes so now i only need to type notes for everything after the mid-year for science! omg what a time saver!

Walking zombie

Today was quite a horrible day. I don't know why but i was really really really REALLY tired and my eyes just wouldn't open. They were hurting too. Stupid cons :@ they wouldn't come off properly in the morning and it kept killing my eye when i was trying to suck them out with the suction cup. So yeah, i probably looked dead today. Also had a really bad headache for literally the whole day. Today was just not my day. And the thing is, i wanted to go home and sleep after school but the only bus is the 3:50 (around) one and the one before that is at 3:13 so i can't make that one. T______T had to wait so long before finally getting home and then i just passed out on my bed for 1.5-2 hrs sigh* It was so atsui today! Pimples are like invading my forehead lately :@ yuck. My hair treatment is working though.. i think.

Wear your dream house on your finger

Credits: KTHubbyBunch @ Soompi

How artistic

Haha the HP theme park in America will be completed in 2010. I remember back when me and Ling were both like "We're going there together one day" ^__^ It sounds fun.

Virtual tour ~

they should've made the vid more interesting

kinda boring but i'll post it anyway

Gary (the snail) is on Irene's head (Y)

Practically nothing to talk about today. I really need to practice english Qs for school cert because i'm super slow at them and i suck at them too -.- Didn't end up finishing my commerce task today T______T Oh and i walked to school again because the stupid bus was late :@ I was actually a few mins late but didn't get told off :D I have work experience now yay! Thanks to Jess and her mum. Now i won't be lonered and it's still a law firm (: Connections are awesome ;) We had to practice our P.E routine at lunch today in Mr.L's room. It was quite amusing. I was "angry" at Irene :L (not literally) and she was full like "Stella are you still angry at me?" xD bullying Irene is so fun (no not bullying like you think, in a joking manner). I feel like such a loner in commerce since we're doing the individual task on comps and i only have Sammy in my class and Kiwi (but we hardly talk anymore..)

Like my masterpiece? Irene apparently has long hair now (Y) and Gary just loves sitting on her head so muchhhhhhh. Kristy had an obese cherry tomato :D

Time seems to be ticking away and i need to effing study :@

Wave of disappointment

I still haven't got any email replies for the other 6 law firms i emailed and stupid centrelink :@ chucks brick* I'd so rather stay home during that one wk.

I feel disappointed today.

I didn't end up gaining the marks i thought i might in maths. On the otherhand, Kristy gained 3 marks and now has a higher mark than me. T____T I don't really care about my report mark, just the rank. I don't think i'm top 10 anymore.... and trials are only worth 10% so i can't even make up for it. Fk this! I can't wait til next yr. No more geo, no more history, no more art, no more chinese, and no more damn p.e! I hate p.e and i already failed everything. Why do they have to choose sports like soccer! I hateeeeeee soccer. Why couldn't it be netball or volleyball ): Our assessment is on Monday and we still need to practice our chacha routine -.- Downloaded and watched Ep 1 Season 3 of Gossip Girl ^____^ My brother bought a steering wheel, joystick and pedals to go with his ps3 :L I want to playyyyyyyyyyy! but but but I NEED TO STUDY AND DO MY WORK T_T

MUST STUDY, STUDY AND MORE STUDY

I feel so bad for going out on Saturday when i should be studying. I blame Jess, she's making me go to the Santa Sabina fete ): Omg i should have kept my notes from last yr. I don't even know wth i did with them T______T I'm in a state of depression right now. Someone kill me. No-one to blame but myself and my stupid procrastinating. Why can't i be like Irene?! arghhhh ^%$#!@

On another note, Koreans sure like singing Japanese nowadays.

I like your hair :D

School was kinda bleh today. Chinese listening test was ok but stupid Ms.Li put in a word we never even learnt -.- and we had to draw pictures of 2 people as described by the passage. My people honestly scare me :L but oh well, as long as she can interpret what they mean :D Lizzy was so mean, i told her not to look at it but she did T____T I don't think i'm ever going to win again in bowling. I suck now, without the 6 ball ): and i had the biggest headache ever. We were all playing cards n___n

My hair smells nice haha :L from my hair treatment. Gossip girl Season 3 soon :D I shall download it when the links are up. I like my blog, makes me want to take photos

I don't want to do the damn feature article for English T______T

Federer's epic US open shot :D

Anycall Magic Hole Phone (?)

Chinese listening and speaking tmr, wish me luck ^^

This phone amuses me. APPARENTLY there is an autoflip function :D Imagine accidently pressing it,

phone flips and whacks self* ouch :L

Credits: Rainyraven@soompi

The pics are nice and colourful for my blog :L

I swear the stupid mossie is STILL IN MY ROOM! I was sitting on my bed and it landed on my pillow. Then i was gona whack it and it took off again and blended in with my carpet T___T :@ If i see it again i'm gona whack it 10 times :@

Headache

I feel how my brother must have felt. Having non-english speaking parents is the most annoying thing in the whole world. You have to do everything for them and it makes you stressed! I have a headache and i freakin have part of my chinese trials on monday.

HEADACHE :@

Oh and i was mistaken. The ps3 i posted a pic of before is the one my brother is selling :L He bought a ps3 slim to keep instead. It's so much slimmer, hence the name "slim" and lighter but the original one kinda looks better because the surface is shiny. It's so obese though.

31 things you may (or may not) know about me

1. I can be your girly shopping buddy yet at the same time, i could game with you all day (:

2. I like to bake things (cupcakes mostly) because they look good, but i don't necessarily like to eat them

3. I have a nail polish obsession. When i'm not wearing any, i feel like i'm missing something

4. I wish that many things would happen - but those wishes are probably too unrealistic

5. I like antique styled items - jewelery, chandeliers, music boxes

6. I could listen to piano all day and i wish someone would play for me n___n' - classical music isn't bad

7. I don't like being alone

8. I admit that i'm somewhat shallow and materialistic

9. Lace is love. Necklaces with rocking horses, carousels and clocks

10. I like to buy Vogue for the sake of looking at the pictures

11. All Japan related things interest me, I wish i were fluent in the language

12. I find ancient history fascinating. Egypt, Rome, Greece.

13. I want to see a real life European castle one day

14. I have high, probably too high, expectations of myself and so i get disappointed easily

15. I'd rather talk to someone face-to-face. I don't like calling. I honestly don't know why

16. I don't like having the same things as others, i don't like others having the same things as me

17. I could read manga all day

18. I'm not exactly sporty but i'd definitely say yes if you invited me to a game of netball

19. I'm often envious of others

20. I could never have enough shoes and clothes, I want to go to HK for the shopping

21. I guess you could say that my fashion sense is a mix of fob and urban (?)

22. I often think "What if...?"

23. I like heels - even though they hurt my feet

24. I may look very organised - but in truth, i procrastinate like crazy. Looks are deceiving.

25. I don't think i could live without my straightener

26. I wish that i had perfect vision

27. I'd rather be the nerd with a successful future, than the 'popular' girl without an education

28. I wish that we didn't have to grow old and die

29. I like cold sweets like jelly, pudding and frozen yoghurt and i don't think i'd ever get sick of wedges

30. I like summer because i don't have to wear jeans all the time

31. I think i'm scared of driving :S but i like sports cars

Another 3 days worth of babble? - not really

I can't even remember what happened anymore -.- Wednesday was the English Co-hort task - quite horrible. Another failure probably. Thursday i stayed at home because i was feeling really sick and miserable, i slept for almost 15 hours. You know what i realised? I'm really good at one thing - procrastinating! T_____T I procrastinated so much that i was rushing the science essay until 1:30 last night and after that i couldn't even fall asleep.

Walked to school AGAIN today because i missed my bus AGAIN... well actually i think it came late. :@ rages* I want a yr9 laptopppppppppppppp! It's not freakin fairrrrrrrrrrrrr :@ stupid yr9's don't even deserve them grrr. I got my maths mark from Mr.L today. I didn't do bad considering that our class average was 58-59% and Yvonne's class average was 49% BUT STILL I feel very disappointed in myself. My rank probably dropped AGAIN and and and Irene beat me by freakin 10% T_____T ): depression. Hides in corner with gloomy face whilst radiating swirls*

I was very very very hungry today because i spent lunch fixing up my essay and since i always eat practically nothing for breakfast (30mins in the bathroom = 2 mins breakfast time -.-) i was starving last period. Luckily the sub, Mr. Noyes (?) let me eat outside :D how nice of him. After going to the post office to get passport renewal form for my dad, me and Jess went to Burwood again for the sake of stupid work experience (centrelink). Irene was also at Strath plaza today xD - very unusual. I was so so so so x100 angry at stupid fked up centrelink because last time we went, the lady told us that they do offer work experience but the manager wasn't in so we had to go back. AND SO WE DID, today. But then the lady goes and i suppose talks to the manager (?), comes back and tells us that we need to email a formal request to the manager. SO according to centrelink, sending an email is more formal than going there in person! What a waste of my freakin time. Chucks brick at centrelink* He better reply my email! :@

Then we went to coles at Westfield because Jess needed to buy ingredients for her cakes. Then she made me want to make something (cakes, cupcakes, pudding) because the pics on the cake mix looked so yummy and pretty T____T and and and coles has so many better things for decorating like pretty coloured icing pens. Now i want to bake something again. I ended up getting aeroplane jelly though, it's sitting in my fridge xD I wanted frozen yoghurt or a mango weis bar but they don't sell those individually. Then we went to the nail art shop on Lv3 ): i wanted to buy some stickers but not enough money on me -.- The 525 was late after that! By 15mins.

Yvonne's cute lunch ^___^

Christine's "mutant fish donkey" :L that she bought @ Animania. It's apparently meant to be a horse zodiac voodoo doll. I'm mean but, it is the worst representation of a "horse" that I've seen in my whole entire life.

I'm in the mood for shopping, i want to go to the city ):

Almost forgot, we were finally issued with trials and school cert timetables. Someone kill me ): If only summer holidays would come sooner sigh* I once again feel like i'm failing school. I blame my high-ish expectations.

Cupcakes and ps3 :D

I walked to school today because i missed the bus, the weather was nice though (:

Got rejections in 5/11 emails to law firms already. This is getting so annoying. Me, Jess and Kristy went to Burwood court today to ask about work exp. and we waiting 30+ mins to ask a question that took 20 secs and they said they don't do it anymore. Then Kristy went home and Jess when to her orthodontist appointment whilst i waited for her. Went to Centrelink to ask about work exp after that and the lady said they offer it ^____^ BUT coincidentally the manager wasn't there so we have to go back another day. I'm still waiting for other email replies though.

I got home at 5ish and found out that my brother finally got his ps3 yaaaaaaaaaay! So many gaming consoles now; DS, Xbox, Wii, Ps3 (Still haven't even played on the Wii, no time T__T) and my mum bought cupcakes (: so pretty looking.

Meet my bestfriend-to-be (In the summer holidays) Mwahahaha

My brother's mess ^

I'm so sick and miserable atm. I look so horrible. I really really really really don't want to go to school tmr but we have the english co-hort task and if i miss it, i need to get a doctors cert AND fill out that damned misadventure form. Annoying much? I've been doing chinese hw and now i'm revising different text types for tmr. I MUST FINISH HALF MY ESSAY BY THE END OF TMR SO THAT I CAN FINISH BY THURS NIGHT! Or i'm so screwed! -.- Hip still hurts. I'm scared of tmrs english test and maths results on thurs T______T

I'm still in desperate need of treatment. My split ends look so yuck and disgusting. Have the urge to cut them in class.

AND AND I FORGOT TO MENTION

The yr9 laptops look so pretty and compact! I'm gonna go murder the stupid fkn yr 9s! Honestly i don't get why they deserve them more than everyone else.