Sleep deprived (yet again)

Can't wait to see more of my beloved Miura Haruma ♥ ;D

Today: Avatar in 3D + Kinokuniya (again) because i promised to take heater* there + kikki.K to buy Irene's rip $25 diary + a dripping 1/2 chicken kebab for lunch because i ended up with the top half ): = a very tiring but fun day. As i'm typing this blog i'm about to drop dead and fall asleep. I think i only slept for 6.5 hours.

*For those that are confused, heater is the nickname i gave to Christine :D So no, i'm not literally talking about a heating device >.>'

I want to buy his yet-to-be released photobook

As you may have realised by now, I'm currently in a Miura Haruma obsession phase 8)

I saw a medium sized cockroach on the wall today and my brother told me to spray it. Then it started flying T-T and i dodged/ran away. Then he started spraying it, accompanied with his evil laugh :L My brother is so weird sometimes.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas ♥

Edit: I think i have a shoe/high heel obsession. I can just imagine my collection when i'm older and have a job :D Mum was so nice today. Got a pair of shoes, shorts, dress (black again #___# but it's cute), ring (yes the one i wanted :D) and also the necklace i wanted. I thought i had memory loss or something because i tried the ring again and it fit. I was like :S did i try it wrong last time? but then the lady was telling me that they have sizes. I never knew the had sizes! .. well i never asked but i assumed that they didn't. Bad assumption? haha.

I want to go to Townhall tmr ): because of Boxing Day sales of course. But it's raining and i cbb and i don't want to squish with so many people since i hate crowds. But SHOES are on sale! mum doesn't want to go though sigh* Talking about crowds i actually really like watching NYE fireworks but so many people squashing and pushing in confined ... well not really confined but the amount of people make big spaces turn into confined spaces. Plus since mum hates crowds we don't go anymore and she wont let me go with friends because crowds + pushing + drunk people + night time = dangerous ==; sigh* I wish i could watch the fireworks in a less crowded place... maybe like the Opera House? but tickets are limited ): I'll just stick to watching fireworks on T.V for now. I sound like such a sad person ):

I have Chu by f(x) stuck in my head ): I walked in two stores today and they were playing it.

Absence of Christmas spirit

24th December - It's already Christmas eve.. well, not that i really care anyway. It seems that everyone is so excited about Christmas but it doesn't effect me at all. I don't even remember the last time i unwrapped a Christmas present, but i guess it doesn't matter anyway. I'm not a little kid anymore and i don't have to believe that being good will get me presents. I'm only happy about the sales ;D and I'm going shoe shopping tmr (: I kind of wish i had more Christmas spirit though...

I had the weirdest dream ever last night and i woke up with deep finger nail marks on my palm ): I must've been clenching my fist, which is rather odd because i wasn't angry in my dream.

BENI - Sign

Release date: 20th January 2010

Need entertainment

I suddenly feel like i have nothing to do... probably because i caught up with dramas and now i have to wait til eps are released ): Back to being bored sigh* I hate when i make plans but they don't end up happening because something comes up --;

Hehe more nailpolish (: I love those colours

and a new bag for school :D

Iceskating@Macquarie

Macquarie Uni is seriously in the middle of nowhere, but the station design looks so much better than the old one/s (:

Had a fun but tiring almost 2hrs worth of ice-skating ;D Steph took the photo (Y)

Now to continue on with my rant:

3 is so 3Asfdg$%$&#&@! A while ago, we could get an upgrade at 12 months and then they changed it to 18 months. I was all excited because this month would be the 18th month and i was planning on getting the white Nokia E71 on upgrade but apparently they freakin changed it to 20 months now so i can't upgrade until February :@! and by that time the E71 will be classified as "old" since it's free on the $29 cap and everyone's going to get it now. I might consider waiting longer and getting the Nokia E72 instead because i read that it's as good as the E71 and better/slimmer :D but there is no white! I really want a white phone --' I went online to check and apparently they have a grey design and brown design for the E72 along with the black one. Why would they make a grey one?! If they make a grey one they might as well make a white one. Plus white is actually a really popular colour --; stupid Nokia.

>:(

I'm so freakin bored it's driving me crazy. Literally. I feel like all i've been doing is sleeping and sitting at the comp 24/7. I have no life T-T

What should i do? Someone come save me.

and i still refuse to press the red button heaterrrr >:(

Arrow - Girugamesh

Desktop

Found a better wallpaper ;D

but i had to add a strip again ): It looks so much better without it. If only i could make the Statica skin black T-T

EDIT: changed it again

Results & Desktop makeover

SC results: Ok, but not good enough. I should've studied harder.

When i have many programs and windows open i feel that my screen is too small even though it's 24inch. I want dual monitors ): like my brother... who has triple monitors --; I was bored and inspired by the Soompi desktop thread where everyone's desktop is very nice so i ended up giving mine a make-over. It took a while though, because i ended up downloading the wrong program. Nice and simple (The time etc. is actually easier to see than in the print screen.) I'd actually rather the grey strip not be there but i can't change the colour of the aps/widgets/gadgets so i had to put something dark ): And a lot of people on Soompi have those docks like on Macs but i think i'll stick with the windows taskbar. What happens to the start menu :S

& the hilarious part of the convo i had with Irene :L

Feeling fat (yet again)

Yet again i hate stores (Witchery) where the size 6 jeans don't fit me comfortably. Witchery makes me feel fat. The size 7 skinnies are imo too loose for my liking but the size 6 (even though they do fit) are really uncomfortable seeing as there isn't much elasticity in the material. So apparently i need a size 6.5 (which doesn't exist) Stupid Witchery. Black skinnies were only $20 because they were all size 6. Therefore i feel fat. I'm now regretting that i didn't get the black dress from Ojay for the dinner ):

Current wishlist:

> 38mm curler

> Oroton wallet

> White Nokia E71 on upgrade (probably)

> Heels: De Lourve + Gmarket

> Nail pearls

> Shu Uemura eyelash curler

I still want that ring from Sussex St Centre ): But there is only one size and it's huuuuge.

Usually when it's almost Christmas people get excited and look forward to receiving presents. But for me, Christmas is just like any other day. I don't even care. I have literally no relatives here so i get nothing.

Off topic but i really hate Mixpod now. Apparently Youtube made them put the mvs for all songs and the player skin that i like or any of the ones i like don't support videos so i can't add any songs unless i upload them myself and get the URL. Annoying much? This post is so shopping-filled i'm starting to hate it.

Tony Bianco

I thought i hated peep toe shoes but now i think they're o.k :S I kind of like these Tony Bianco shoes ($169.95). They're so high.

Argh i'm so damn bored stuck at home. I'm bored when i'm out and i'm bored when i'm at home. What is there to do then -.- I can't even be bothered going to school on Monday. Well it's not like i even want my SC results. I stuffed up pretty badly ): I suddenly want to go on an exchange trip to Japan again but that's most likely not going to happen. I'll definitely go for a holiday one day but i actually want to go to school there and experience school life/make friends ): and i can only do that on exchange. I'd feel so weird living with a host family though.

I suddenly want to buy many things. Not good ):

Last Kiss - Supernova

I finally got my contacts back, exactly 2 weeks later. Now i don't have to be half blind when i go out :D Right now i'm feeling that holidays are so long but actually it's already December 8th and school starts again on January 28th (?) i think it was. Going back to school means going back to hell ): because i said i would study hard before i end up regretting it. But before that, i have to get 4 teeth pulled out during the end of January. Everyone says that it doesn't hurt but honestly I'm still scared T-T Sigh* These boring holidays make me feel that i want to do something fun but there really isn't much to do since Sydney's a boring hole. Someone take me overseas ): ♡ I want a pair of Christian Louboutins ;D

I'm planning to sleep earlier today. Let's hope that actually happens.

Last Kiss - Supernova

I feel that Supernova's songs are all rather subtle and weak (?) If that's that word. Their songs sound nice but don't really leave a deep impression.

Zombieland

Watched Zombieland today. It was actually pretty disgusting at times ): but still good/funny. You know those people who go out like almost everyday? I don't understand what they do. What is there to do? All there is to do in the city is K, caps, movie, shopping, laser tag, bowling.. and that's about it. I don't understand ): or maybe i've just become an overly boring person. But i wish there was an ice-skating rink in the city. I feel tired today since i only got around 6 1/2 hrs of sleep sigh* And i forgot to give Shinji the dvd since he forgot to remind me T-T I only remembered on the train -.-

I'm uber bored and currently eating "dinner" at 11pm. I blame the udon i had for lunch.

Almost forgot to mention, i'm never trusting inexpensive shoes from China ever again glares* I was running/speed walking to the bus stop in the heels Ling got from Beijing last time she went and the heel kinda like... broke? (Sounds like a drama moment :L) So i had to wobble back to my house, change shoes and walk to North Strath station instead since i missed the bus. I hate North Strath station. It's such a hole.

SINCREA - Xmas Day

I think i like it better then Garasu no Namida

どこにいるの？

I've been so bored lately and whenever i'm bored, i start getting sleepy. Almost two more months of holidays left and i'm already running out of things to do. For some reason, i have many dramas i could be watching but lately i'm not in the mood to watch things. Yday mum asked me to buy a Christmas card to send to my grandparents in America and i forgot to get an envelope T-T how stuffed can i get? Memory loss maybe (?) I'm not sure if it's just me but i feel that my hair is getting browner and browner (which is a good thing of course). You know, when i compare myself to some people, i feel like a kid. But when i think about already being in yr11, i feel old. I have so many things i need to buy this summer: senior skirt/s, flats for school (against school rules but since when have i had the correct uniform?), new bag, 38mm curler (thinking about buying one again), summer clothes and heels. After walking so much in heels on Saturday, i think i can survive a while in them now.

Sigh* It's been 5 days. I wonder what happened ): found out what happened (:

"Jaanette itte kara mada

gofun mo tatte nai noni

sugu ni aitakute mou ichido..." ♫

I've been playing Dear... repeatedly ♥

I really wish that g-market wasn't in Korean because even the English version still has Korean i'm thinking about getting those shoes but i don't have paypal grrr... and i don't want to ask my brother.