Sigh

How am i feeling right now?

Angry: Because i copied something wrong onto my paper in the Maths exam. I accidentally wrote x^2 instead of x so i got the answer wrong. It's right for x^2 though ): Sounds so stupid.

Depressed: Because i'm probably not going to get 90%+ in Economics.

Disappointed in myself

I'm so over exams.

And i have a headache.

Edit: Five hours later i'm still not over it, sigh.

This is depressing. I'm not even in the mood to study for Jap anymore ):

tennis

I just suddenly realised (Don't ask me why it took that long. It's because i didn't have time to think about it properly due to exams) that i can't watch tennis because of the time difference *sobs*. I didn't think it would be that bad though. 11am in California is 4am here. I can't possibly stay up that late. I guess i could wake up.. but that's only the first match. What if i want to watch the 3rd match on that court? And the 7pm matches will be 12pm for us. I'm so depressed. I can watch it on the weekend i suppose... But what about the finals? Can i not go to school that day? But then i'll miss out on sport... but i want to watch the finals ! Haha i just told my mum and she's like "Don't you have exams?" "They're over by then" "Oh ok, stay at home if you want then". I love my mum :3 My brother will probably give me a what the heck stare though. I wonder what happened to him. He use to love watching tennis :S

Screw time difference ):

Wow, so many people D:

Alice + Olivia

Alice + Olivia F2010RTW ♥

I'm really loving the designs from this collection, especially the colours and the hats.

I think of the Mad Hatter :3

Gossip Girl Season 4

Exams: Day #1

Exams

First week

Monday - English

Tuesday - 2u Maths, Economics

Wednesday - Japanese listening, reading and writing

Thursday - Maths Ext 1

Second week

Tuesday - Legal Studies

Wednesday - S.O.R

Friday - Japanese speaking

I don't think i did that well in English ): Well i actually think my Othello essay was pretty ok but i don't really think i did that great in the comparative study of Six Degrees of Separation and The Catcher in the Rye *sigh*. Oh English, how i hate you so very much. Time to study Maths and Economics now.

Panic mode

I think i'm currently in a state of panic (in my mind) because exams start tomorrow ! Yeah, i'm screwed. I don't even know if i'll manage in English since i hate it to bits, especially Othello. It's all Shakespeare's fault ): He's torturing us with his 400 year old plays. And so whilst i'm panicking in my mind, my actions reflect otherwise because i still seem to be procrastinating. I still haven't eaten breakfast. I'm hungry ):

Well, exams will probably be over in a flash so afterwards i can order off G-market and enjoy tennis :D Yay !

And i can wait not-so-patiently for my nendoroids to arrive after they're released late September. Oh and i need a haircut very badly. Should i get more layers? Because i'm literally layer-less now, since they've all grown out. But then my hair wont be as straight any more ): Hmm.. what else do i have to do? Father's day is the coming Sunday and i haven't had the time to buy anything :S What to do..?

Itsudatte Kimi Ni - JUNSU/ JEJUNG/ YUCHUN

Itsudatte Kimi Ni - JUNSU/ JEJUNG/ YUCHUN

Release date: 8th September 2010

Entertain me

I hate waiting for anime or drama episodes to air ): I have no patience at all. (Referring to Kuroshitsuji 2)

And i can't wait til Gossip Girl comes back supposedly next month.

I should be studying but i feel so very bored at the moment. I'm going to be so happy when exams are over. Actually, i'll probably already start feeling happy after the Legal Studies exam because after that i only have S.O.R (which i don't care about) and Jap speaking :D And hooray for tennis (: I wonder how many people skipped school today haha.

ICONIQ

Light Ahead - ICONIQ

Release date: 15th September 2010

Superhuman

I love her voice

Road Trauma Forum @ Acer Arena

Today was actually really fun (: There were quite a number of schools there but many weren't from our area. I think the most disgusting experience was when the girl in the crash scene (acted out live by people) was vomiting out blood D: I wanted to take a photo of the "crash scenario" but all the lights were off and i would've been told off by the teachers for using my phone because the light would've been extremely obvious. But other than that, nothing else was disturbing. The three people who won Wii's were so lucky ! I entered but obviously i didn't win one. I probably would've ended up selling it and buying something else though haha.

The display stands on the ground level were pretty interesting. We walked around in a big circle to look at everything.

Break time was funny. We were sitting in a circle near the centre of the main foyer/entrance area but more people kept joining us so our circle got bigger and people from other schools were staring at us. A lot of them were just standing. Was rather embarrassing actually. And then some Caucasian guys from i-don't-know-what-school who were wearing green uniforms came and sat in the middle of our circle. I was thinking what the heck are they doing? We kind of broke the circle later because they kept sitting there and we started playing big 2 :D

Afterwards the "wheel chair basketball game" was fun to watch. They were students from the crowd. And then some school started doing a Mexican wave and it went around the whole stand haha. People also flew paper aeroplanes from the top stands.

So yeah, it was an interesting and fun experience. I learnt a lot of things from hearing people's stories.

Excuse the bad photos. I didn't bring my camera.

When we first got there. Haha the school with the red jumpers below the people in moss green blend in with the chairs.

Wheelchair basketball game towards the end

I just realised that i only have one dimple D: I always thought that i had two ):

ATP Masters Cincinnati

Poor Nadal played so poorly at the ATP Masters Cincinnati ): He lost to Baghdatis.

I need to try

I honestly should start trying in English because my marks are just getting worse and worse. I'd probably actually get good marks if i put in the effort. But the thing is, i just hate it so much that i don't even want to try. I think i've gone to the point where i don't even care about it any more ): What should i do?

Hm, no classes tomorrow because we have that Road Trauma Forum to go to. I hope it's not too boring.

U.S Open commences next week! I really want to watch it but it just had to be during our exams. Luckily i can watch the second week though :D

Screwed

I think i'm starting to panic because exams are next week and i've hardly studied. I'm screwed.

Preen Resort 2011

Fukumen (user)

Fukumen's mask is rather scary but he's awesome :D

Many people from Japan don't like showing their faces.

Actually, i think the bunny mask is scarier.

Black Rock Shooter

The Black Rock Shooter Nendoroid looks so awesome.

You can change its poses :D

Images belong to mikatan

PRINTGAKUFU

I still wish that i could get Print Gakufu sheets in Aus

失望

I think i just lost my motivation for school ):

有别人得到满分所以我不是第一了。我真的很失望。

*Sigh* Time to get dressed for tutor since i didn't end up going to school today.

Long, tiring day.

Today felt like the longest days i've had in a very long time. All in short, whilst we were leaving the super cool playground we found in Bicentennial park that had a mini flying fox D: (reminded me of year 5 camp), Steph's bike kind of skidded on the gravel and she fell off her bike. Her knee was bleeding pretty badly and she couldn't ride back (we were pretty far away from the bike hire place) so we tried to call people with Steph's phone (luckily she brought hers with her) and waited for a very long time because Christine Liu said she'd tell Mr Ingrati. So then poor Steph was just sitting on the ground whilst blood was oozing out of her knee. I probably would've been crying if it were me ): We kept waiting etc. etc. and then was told by someone on the phone to go to the archery place so we had to walk there with Steph waddling behind. By this time the bus left without us and after Steph finally got treatment, we had to walk all the way to Concord West station to catch the train back to Strathfield and then we still had to walk all the way up the road. We got back to school at like 5 :S It felt so weird to be at school so late. If i had my bag, i could've just caught the bus home from Bicentennial park because my stop is only around 3 stops away. But, Irene etc. took our bags back with them to school ): And if we all had our bags, we could've all caught my bus and they could've gone back to Strathfield. Mr. Ingrati just so happened to not bring his wallet too so we couldn't have bought bus tickets.

*Sigh* What a long and tiring day. My legs feel like complete and utter jelly. I'm sitting down and i still feel tired.

I don't want to do any work ): And i don't know why but my thigh muscle hurts :S

Hehe i made up my mind and decided to get the Ciel and Sebastian figures plus the petit vol.2 box :D

They aren't released until late September and shipping is going to take 3-6 weeks because i'm choosing SAL instead of EMS because stupid EMS is almost 2 times as expensive, so i wont be getting it until ages ): Thank you Jess for letting me use Paypal :D

I hope your injuries heal quick, Steph ! ):

D: almost forgot about the accident report we have to write.

Big Bang - Somebody to Luv (teaser)

I hate English

Hm, i'm meant to do an English practice essay in 40mins. I don't think i'll manage to write much. I'm so slow :S Oh English, i hate you so damn much. I'm not very good at expressing my own ideas, because i have none. And English is all about ideas. Great.

Shall i skip school on Friday? So i have more time to study, that is. I have pointless classes on Friday anyway. SOR - waste of time, Jap - skipping a lesson wont make any difference for me, Maths - so bludgy, Eco - revision lesson. Well, i didn't have the thought before but blame Mr. Ogilvie for suggesting it. He was saying that most people don't go on the last day before exams or something like that and told us to make sure we finish the revision booklet for homework if we don't plan on showing up. So, technically it's his fault for suggesting it, not mine (:

Ruined

I think technology is ruining my life ):

Studying. Or at least trying to.

Kingdom Hearts figurines

King Mickey & Sora Christmas Town Ver.

*wants*

Liar Game: The Final Stage

I still haven't finished watching season 2 haha :S

To buy, or not to buy?

Ahhh i want to buy figurines but it's going to cost me like $140 plus shipping. Do i really want to spend $140 on figurines? But they're so cute ): I'd have to pre-order them so i don't exactly know shipping costs yet but CD Japan has the weights and i kind of calculated it but what if it's more than that? D: And you can't cancel orders ): Do i want them? Actually, short answer is yes, i do. But do i want to spend around $140 is the question.

Oh my, i've been looking at figurines when i was meant to be doing my work.

Bandeau trend

Exposed lingerie was a big story on the Spring runways. At the recent Resort collections, designers tweaked the trend, swapping bras for bandeaux. Echoing the 1940’s by way of the seventies, Yves Saint Laurent’s Stefano Pilati paired his with turbans and high-waisted skirts that left the models’ toned midriffs exposed. Others took a more covered-up approach, pairing theirs with a tweedy skirtsuit (Marc Jacobs) or a sporty leather bomber and shorts (Bottega Veneta’s Tomas Maier). Maria Cornejo told Style.com, “I really like the clean line of a bandeau. It’s low-cut, flattering, and more interesting than a bra.” But not exactly sidewalk-ready when worn on its own—so she suggests layering one underneath a dress or jumpsuit for a playful look.

Marc Jacobs & Proenza Schouler

style.com

UminChu100

KH Birth By Sleep

I wanted to play it when it was released ): Sadly i didn't own a PSP back then and i still don't.

I hate how Square Enix makes the games from the Kingdom Hearts series on different consoles. So then if you wanted to follow the whole story, you'd have to have all those consoles. It's a smart sales tactic though. I wonder if they'll ever make KH3. I must get my hands on it if they ever do. If i didn't have a brother, i probably would've bought my own PS3 by now. But since i do have a brother, and he has a PS3, it's not like he'd ever let me buy another one. He just had to put it in his room ): Actually, even if it was in the living room, he'd probably tell me off for playing and would say that i have to study. He sucks so much sometimes. His room looks like some gaming paradise. Stupid brother and his triple monitors, 46" (? I think. Can't remember) flat screen, PS3, Wii, Xbox, driving seat and the new speakers he just got ):

Cat bus

Nothing much to say.

Finally the weekend, but i have a million things to do. So much homework & studying, urgh.

And i'm so paranoid about what i'm going to get for Legal. Apparently someone got full marks *angry*.

Epicute

Butter

Butter

Satin Platform Pump $308

I really like the colour

style.com

SID - Monochrome no Kiss

Study time

I really should start sleeping earlier shouldn't i? I really want to sleep for a bit now but it's already 8pm ): Might as well last a few more hours and then sleep. For some reason i feel hungry yet i have no appetite D:

Wow, our final Ext Maths exam is worth 40%. In a way, i sort of see this as an opportunity to increase my mark/rank and make up for my crappy early marks but at the same time, if i stuff it up, i'm even more screwed :S I'm going to be so relieved once exams are over. But then again, i might be worrying about what marks i get, urgh. There's just no running from worries is there?

Today's weather felt like Summer, minus the super gusty winds. It's rather annoying to keep holding onto my skirt so it doesn't fly up.

I'm more of a Summer person though :D

STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY

I'm sleepy ):

There's this dress that i really want for the year 12 formal which is ages away, i know, but i just so happened to come across it unintentionally a while ago and really liked it. But, i'm scared that by that time next year, the site (it's European) wont have it any more. Well, i've seen it there for a very long time (i think since last year D:) but what if it IS gone by that time. And although they restock, it's so hard to get a size 6. Perhaps i should buy it when i see a size 6. But then again, what if i see one i like even better next year? It's rather short though... but people in Aus don't really wear long dresses anyway, unless i'm mistaken :S Hmm, what to do? I sound like i'm rambling.

I can't remember what collection this was from because i saved it a while ago, but it draws my attention.

Confusion

I'm so super sleepy ): Ended up sleeping at around 2:15 last night. Stupid S.O.R !

I'm watching Kuroshitsuji II now and it's rather confusing. Those who died last season are alive and everything seems to be back to normal. Well, hopefully they will explain it in the later episodes since only seven episodes have aired. It seems like i'm not the only confused one. Might i add that i don't like the new blondie OR his butler.

Now that S.O.R is over and done with, i think it's time to start studying for prelim finals, which are less than two weeks away. How scary ):

Hehe like my wallpaper?

Rushinggg

I'm getting sleepy and i really only started my speech & research a little over an hour ago :S I honestly don't care what i get since it's S.O.R and i'm dropping it because it's so boring and horrible but i still don't want to get bad. Yeah, i contradict myself (:

Prepare to see zombie Stella tmr :D

No time to blog excessively ):

Back to work. I'm dying already. From boredom, that is.

Did i mention that my brother has been making my house rumble with his new speakers? -.- It's been annoying me since he started testing them.

Alexanda McQueen Resort 2011

Figurines *love*

Oh dear, i'm having a delayed fan craze.

I do not own any of these photos

Chibi kya too cute :3

Dreams

Hmm i seem to be getting over my drama phase. I think i'm reverting back to anime :D

I feel so delayed ): I've hardly watched any.

My music phase was like

Jpop (mainly J.E groups) > Jrock > RnB

I had this dream that we got our Legal essay marks back and i got 22/25 ): And next to it was a scribbled out 24. I'm so paranoid about my mark that i even dream about it. I sound so sad. Last time i dreamt about my Eco essay mark :S Aww i have tutor tmr. And then when i get home i have to rush my S.O.R speech, bleh. I haven't been to tutor in 2 weeks. Last week i had my ortho appointment and the week before that i was half sick. Maybe i should go for more lessons in the holidays :S

I want to continue watching Kuroshitsuji but i must do my hw ):

Wasted 2 hours after school sleeping because i couldn't sleep at all last night. I was so drained at school.

Hehe

Productive weekend (sorta)

Did you know that trying to record yourself playing a piece 100% perfect is so damn hard? ): I keep making a mistake somewhere along the way. It's quite frustrating really. Still trying to get it 100% perfect *sigh*. I think i was kinda close but then my mum and brother came home and my dog started barking, which obviously ruined my recording ):

I feel somewhat productive. I finished my 55 Legal questions last night and my Jap hw so i did Eco this morning. Time to do Maths after a break. Ew, my S.O.R speech is due on Wednesday. Not that i care what mark i get, but i still have to do it. I'll probably just make my speech almost the same as the research we have to hand in haha.

You know how i said i wanted to cosplay/dress up next yr for SMASH? Well since i can't think of anything, i figured i'd just wear a yukata. I saw two online that i loved but they're sold out! The thing is, Summer is almost over in Japan and so they're on sale *depressed*. I so would've bought them if they were in stock. I'm contemplating on whether i should ask the seller if they will restock those designs but i honestly don't think they will. I'm so sad about it ):

Kuroshitsuji

Ciel cosplay *love*

Miyukiko@DA

Nina Ricci Resort 2011

U.S Open

D: THE US OPEN IS DURING OUR EXAM WEEK NOO ! I'm depressed ):

But luckily the only important exam i have during the 2nd week is Legal, which i have like 4 days to study for. I really wish that Eco and 2u Maths weren't on the same day though ): And i'm really scared about the English exam because i haven't been doing that great this year. Which is entirely my own fault because i haven't been putting any time or effort into it. Same with Maths, but i've been improving so i'm slightly happier. I hope the Ext exam isn't too hard ): I can't believe that i'm going to be in yr12 soon. Just the thought of it makes me scared.

Hm, maybe i should go get my L's after exams. But i can't be bothered :S

And i'm scared to drive...

I'm in desperate need of a haircut. My fringe falls in my eye like every 2 seconds. It's so annoying! Especially when i'm on the bus because i look down at my phone and when i look back up, my fringe is covering my eye. Then i have to sweep it into place every time i look up. If only i could stop it from growing. Which reminds me, i must remember to bring a clip to exams so my fringe doesn't keep disturbing me.

I wonder if AKA Cosmetics in Market City sells Candy Doll? I'm pretty sure they sell Dolly Wink. Both are by former Popteen model Masuwaka Tsubasa. There's this really nice looking lip gloss that i want after reading Miyake's blog (blogger from Singapore).

Tsubasa