Subjects

A few good things happened today ^____^

1) Got back english assignment

2) Got back co-hort task

and i did quite well in both so i'm really happy!

Other than english stuff back, we had another assembly p3 about subjects, got an info booklet and listened to some teachers talk. AND THEN we found out we CAN'T do 13 units unless it's out of school hrs in your own time. Mr. Rekic told me before that some students did freakin 14 -.- so now i have to choose a 1 unit subject which is either ceramics, photography, visual design or religion studies (none which i'm interested in) . When i told my brother he said that 13 units is bad because you'll have to study more and you'll therefore be more stressed. BUT i REALLY wanted to do Jap beginners and now i can't sigh* We also got back that survey we did (?) that tells us our personalities and the occupations/subjects that would suit us. Mine was right in some parts and really retarded in others. Like apparently sujects to compliment my likely natural talent include:

> Math

> Tehcical, Engineering or Trades

> Subjects/Courses - e.g. Industrial Arts

> History

> Business Subjects and Studies

> Pd/h/pe

> Computing Subjects/Applications

I hate art and pd/h/pe -.-

I had the most things for Business and Financial Occupations though, in the next part (: after that was Health Care Practitioners and Technical Occupations, Management Occupations and then Community, Social Service & Legal Occupations. This part was pretty accurate (:

I'm so clothesless! Yes i'm stating this for the hundredth time -.-

Kiwi's bday outing tmr, hope it's fun!

Bus :@

School was so boring today, esp assembly. It seemed to go forever and ever. Missed out on art though ^___^ but then again i kinda wanted to do art today... strangely.

Today after school the bus driver didn't freakin stop even though the button was pressed so i had to walk back 2 WHOLE STOPS -.- and yes i'm extremely lazy, leave me alone. By the time i got close to my house, the later bus prob 4:07 one was right there. Meaning i could've just caught the later bus and there would have been no damn walking.

For some unknown reason, my shoulder hurts == i'm getting old!

I want a new phone! stupid Irene and her Prada glares* It's all her fault.

I also want the Anna Sui mirror that coincidentally Irene also has T_____T I didn't know they sold Anna Sui in Syd but apparently DFS has it (no not DFO) but i hate that place. It's usually empty and all the employees stare at you. It's so awkward. The mirror i want only comes in a duo of black and white for $53 -.- and i only want the black one. I could ofcourse half with someone but i don't know anyone who would want white. The rose one looks pretty too ($29) and you can get a single one. Sigh* i was checking to see if DFS has Anna Sui Mascara cause i want to try it BUT it doesn't :@

My materialistic-ness is kicking in....

That's all for today. Must go and do english hw which i was meant to start an hour ago.

Btw i want to go to SMASH for 2 days now -.- if i preregistered weekend pass it would have been $7 cheaper but i only got the sat one and now i want to go both days. Technically i could still pay but BPAY takes 2-3days to process and what if a test suddenly comes up in wk3? or assignment? Well if i'm free, i might consider going again but i don't want to line up for tickets ==' i'm impatient as previously mentioned.

さびしい

What's wrong with me?

I feel so depressed today..

F

Whats the point in caring about things when no-one else cares?

Whats the point in trying when no-one else tries?

The answer is, there is no point.

Back to school today, it was horrible. I slept at 1+ last night cause i was finishing english hw sigh* and yes once again i couldn't sleep when i went to bed. This morning my eyes wouldn't even open and i had to stick the mini plug in my eye whilst it's trying to close and is watering non-stop to get my contacts out. Almost missed my bus too, it came early -.- and luckily i didn't or i would've definitely been late with the amount of traffic. "Self study" in chinese since Ms.Li was away. We had Ms.Frishling (?) instead and she was quite nice ^___^ even let us do other subjects. I was finishing my english hw :L haha i sound like such a bad student. Well but Ms.Li is nice too, she sort of tells us off for listening to music in class but then doesn't bother the next time, sometimes she doesn't even care. Well since i'm already on the topic of being a bad student let's talk about how i'm failing school (imo). Some people (possibly Jess) would be glaring at me by now for saying that but yes in my own opinion i am failing school T_____T my marks are dropping. You see i have a simple equation:

Get good marks = smart = get good UAI = go to good uni = get good job = be rich and happy (:

Simple right? ;) haha mg i sound like a retard ==

Anyways yeah, yearly report for maths, commerce, art, pdhpe and chinese can still be saved.

>Science depends on what i get for the investigation assignment

>english i screwed both previous co hort tasks and even though i got really good for my assignment, co hort tasks are apparently worth quite a bit in the yearly (as i've heard) so if i fail the one we just did last term too, i'm screwed!... i want my mark back T_____T

>geo i FAILED the skills test and i might've stuffed the assignment.

So you see, I'M FAILINGGGGGGGGGGGGG -.-

Maths we went over stuff we basically learnt and stuff Mr.L forced on us all the way back in yr8 when i had absolutely no fkn idea wth he was talking about. And no i don't like free things in maths (you'll only get what i'm talking about if you're in my class) English was.. ok i guess, nothing more to say. Science was boring, just did a sheet.

Moving on from school talk, my wireless and printer was pissing me off so bad. Well my wireless is STILL pissing me off because it keeps randomly d/c. My printer wasn't working for some unknown reason even though it was working perfectly fine last night and after many tries and anger, i finally got it working so i could scan maths notes for Jess. I swear i blame win7 and HP for its not yet released win7 printer drivers. After that, helped Jess BPAY for SMASH and watched ep1 of Buzzer Bear with Yamapi in it (: It's good. Too bad i have to wait til its subbed though -.-

I also figured something out today.

1. I really like juice

2. I'm really impatient with many things

AND

3. I SUCK AT CHESS

Jess told me she was playing chess on her comp so then i wanted to play chess. -.- and then i kept wasting my time trying to beat the stupid comp and it never happened == how sad am i. It's all Jess's fault T______T

This blog is long D:

Last day of holidays

明日学校に行きたくない。

Yay found the language bar option on Win7(: Well it was literally there. Don't know why i couldn't see it last time -.-

Feel sorry for me. It's the last day of holidays and i'm rushing hw. I'm really making the most of it aren't i? (Sarcasm intended)

Drop dead and sleep

Last night i had liver pain whilst sleeping == probably because i didn't eat enough and then this morning i had a dream that i was in textiles (don't ask me why) and the teacher gave me an F because i for some reason didn't know we were meant to finish off pages. I was crying in my dream and then i woke up and was crying in real life. lol i'm so wierd .___.

Anyways, i've been painting literally all day! i'm so tired and my arms hurt. I still need to do english and maths. Theres only one more day of holidays left T____T noooooo. I don't get why everyone is so into FB. I can't remember where but i was reading something and the person called FB, quizbook :L and i completely agree.

Nails from yday. The white design is a sticker so no i did not draw it :L

Oh and i was watching Night at the Museum even though i've watched it already. It's still funny haha. I love the Easter Island head. "My dum dum wants to speak."

Pacman と Mario

Third post today O_____O

anyways, i got bored from maths and started looking on soompi again :L

aren't these cupcakes cute?

Credits to peekabooitzme@Soompi for posting and she found them on odity central ^_____^

i'm feeling materialist ... so many things i want

How exciting, kiwi's 16th bday outing next sat and then the sat after that is SMASH yayayayay (:

puahaha i want neko ears (: must buy if i see them :L and i shall take a looooooooooot of photos. Well hopefully i will.....

one more thing, where the hell is the language bar option in windows 7?

someone tell meeeeeeeeeee

Stomach ache

I have a stomach acheeeeeeee T____T
and my god there's only 2 days left of holidays and i still need to

1) finish art painting
2) do clay design
3) finish ch3 for maths
3) english Q and 1pg task
4) crossword sheet from science

SO MUCH TO DO! -.- FML. @#$%!

Go-on - UVERworld

New song by UVERworld (:

Ignore the dancing animals? haha

Annoyed

I am so very very very very annoyed atm because my C drive died and now i need a new one. LUCKILY my files were on another drive or i'd be bawling my eyes out by now == stupid drive :@ it works now because my brother fixed it but its prob gonna die again soon. Must go and buy my hard drive.

HP continued

BAHAHAHA these 2 vids just made my day. So hilarious!

"Can i touch your eyelashes?"

WATCH THE VIDDDDDDDDDDDD

Ahahaha can't stop laughing

The other vid i added to the post was copyrighted very soon after i posted this blog so i replaced the vid with one that still works. But, it'll probably be copyrighted soon too. Watch it while it still works ;)

Rage

I AM GOING TO KILL MY STUPID FKN WIRELESS BECAUSE IT KEEPS DISCONNECTING LIKE CRAZY. I SWEAR THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH IT :@ SO PISSED OFF ATM -.-

My eyeeeees hurt

Note to self:

Do not read with cons on when your eyes are already tired. It kills your eyes when you wake up.

Argh my eyes hurt T_____T

Forgot to mention...

i have a pimpleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =(

Neverending

Forgot to post yday that i also wanted the light pink DKNY perfume which surprisingly smells better than the green one which i've wanted for a while and still haven't bought.

I had the wierdest dream last night, or maybe this morning to be exact, since i didn't exactly sleep early.

Anyways...

My holiday "plan" completely went down the drain. According to my plan i'm like 3/4 of a wk behind schedule haha.

Plan to be organised, FAILED. Sigh* my cousins in America always seem to be asking my grandma to buy stuff and being the nice and caring grandma she is, she obviously buys it for them. It's not like they're young either, they're older than me -.-

Wouldn't it be nice to lay in a neverending field of green grass with no worries? I'd like that n__n

I stayed up last night to read "Walking naked" for English since i STILL haven't finished reading it and this quote caught my eye. "Have you ever felt you were completely alone in the world?"

Beauty is pain

Parra today with Jess, Irene and Yvonne to watch HP haha it was fun (: .. but very tiring. There was this basketball thing for little kids on the ground floor and Irene said she wanted to go play :L I could totally imagine Irene shooting whilst surrounded by little kids. Haha it'd be cute and funny at the same time. Lunch was yummy cause we got the wrap that Yvonne recommended to us and i halved with Jess. They should open that place at Burwood so i can eat it more often x) unless they already have it and i didn't notice?

And so after lunch we walked around quite a bit and my shoes started killing my feet T-T Sigh* Beauty is pain. I mean i really like heels since they look nice and all but they really kill after loads of walking, and i wasn't even technically wearing heels to begin with since they were wedge heels which are like nowhere near as painful as heels. Luckily i decided not to wear my higher ones because i'd be complaining for the whole day... not that i wasn't already complaining. But yeah, everyone loves heels and everyone endures the pain. I'm just one in a billion -.- ... they do look nice though, and i want more :L

Aside from what happened today, i feel like baking something.....

hopefully i won't fail miserably this time? lol

I think i'll play some piano tmr ^___^

Horrible

Today was horrible

HBD

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SAMMY!

Went to buy some stuff at burwood today, got a grey cardigan, some more rhinestones :L but smaller ones, contact solution, pens, eyemakeup remover... basically the things i couldn't buy on thurs. I saw Joanna and Shirley on Burwood Rd but they didn't see me :( Today i was MEANT to finish my painting, but i forgot until just a while ago. Ugh holidays should be longer! like 3wks would be fine, that way i'd procrastinate and still have time to do hw. This sucks!

With...- SWEET BLACK

I feel like i've wasted another day of my holidays. Hardly did anything today. My brother got me a 250gb Western Digital portable hard drive in return for taking my old HP one. Well he actually offered to give me a 750gb one but that thing was literally a brick so i said i didn't want it.

Found a nice song~

With...- SWEET BLACK

Flour and eggs, HBD!

Insomnia for two consecutive nights -.- I'm honestly surprised that i don't have eyebags yet....

We had to buy some stuff before going to Viv's house and i was angryyyyy because they didn't have anything i needed to buy! (contact solution, o.38 pen, eye makeup remover)

Haha the eggtart crust was like epic fail since it was too hard and thin but the filling was normal tasting? The "stainglass window" cookies were failed most of all and the shapes were like wtf since it didn't say to use cookie cutters and we didn't bring any either. The jubes didn't melt properly even though it baked for so long ==. The mini cheese cakes were pretty nice though and the blueberry muffins/cupcakes were ok too. I really should work on my baking skills.... well my cooking skills overall. Though the stuff was kinda rushed today since we took ages, it was getting dark and we still had to catch the train back to strath. We almost missed the 6:34 train and would've if Jess stayed to buy another ticket to go to central but luckily she decided to get it at Strath station instead since there was a queue. We were force fed at Viv's house haha. Luckily my dad picked me up from the station otherwise i would've had to wait 18mins for the bus and i got home just in time for dinner (:

I wanted to steal the apple :(

I've been stuck with flour and eggs for practically the whole day but it was my brother's 24th birthday (he's getting old haha) so we had cake. It was chocolate cake too and i didn't want anymore after a thin slice. I think i'll be off pastries for a while.....

Happy Birthday Nelson n_____n

and so much for following my "holiday plan" which is meant to prevent me from cramming work on the last day at the last minute. I haven't even finished the things i was meant to do yesterday >.> It's raining again, i hate rain. I can't believe Julie is in top 2 for Master Chef == i rekon she kinda sucks and Chris is better than her.... even though i don't really like him either. But then again me not liking Julie could be influenced by my brother and dad constantly dissing her and saying that she's crap lol.

Wow i think this is my longest post :S Must go back to Viv's house one day and force her to play piano for me :L

Mini cupcake mix

Cupcakes

Failed stainglass window cookies

Oh and i have a photo of the eggtarts but the photo is so yellow it'll make my blog look wierd so i'm leaving it out :L

^Took a photo of my nails n__n

The photo adding function on blogger is the worst i've encountered in my whole entire life -.- I'm so tired, i really should get some sleep. Omfg the stupid html stuffed up and deleted most of my writing so i had to retype practically everything! Anyways.. today was fun overall (:

and i finally got the confirmation email for Smash payment hehe

Sunshine

The weather was pretty nice today, it was sunny yet my hands still felt frozen for most of the day (Haha i'm cold blooded :D) Stayed home again today and hardly did anything. Stupid brother called me ano during dinning :@ Sigh* I feel so clothesless! and i want new shoes. I really should finish attempting to learn Eternity ~ Memory of Lightwaves on piano. I've been delaying it for so long since i didn't have time before -.- and now it's holidays yet i'm still delaying things. I'm so lazy...

I wish i could do jap continuers next yr, but sadly i can't since i didn't take jap this yr and last yr (which i really regret now) but if i was pro at chinese (and i'm not) it would help so much since i don't know much kanji.

~ It seems like everyone i know blogs about depressing things ):

Viv's house on thurs! Should be fun ;)

Hate

My brother is the most selfish, hypocritical bastard in the whole world.

Ugh i hate him so much sometimes.

He should go and learn what it means to give but expect nothing in return.

Soompi

You know, i suck at comforting people. When people are sad or crying, i really really want to make them feel better but i just don't know what to say or do.. It's like i want to help them but i can't. This makes me feel like i'm such a bad friend. Why can't i be better friend? but first of all, what is a good friend? So i was reading these threads on Soompi and there was this thread titled "What is the real meaning of friends?" The OP said that he had been searching for the real meaning in friends, which really got me thinking... and some people were posting all these qualities that they believe friends should have. Hmm well anyways, Soompi threads never fail to entertain me n___n

I stayed home all day today and just finished painting my nails because i really had to get rid of the hideous hot pink colour i had on. The colour looked nice in the bottle but turned out fluro on my nails which is so yuck -.- Now i have the light pink volt on again. I love that colour haha but it gets thick so easily and then it becomes hard to apply ):

To my close friends: I'm sorry if i suck at being a friend

I feel...

Like i never try hard enough at anything

K

I missed my bus this morning so i got detention ): The bus that was meant to come after the 8:16 came late and i spent like 15+ mins waiting in the cold, but i didn't go to detention today because we had the club Karaoke thing and it was amusing. Mr. Rekic and Mr.L were there and they sang the pokemon theme song :L so funnnyyyy. It sounded nothing like it. Joyce and Shirley are good singers n___n + Katherine and Joanna. It's so sad that Mr.Rekic is leaving though ): Joyce was crying through the last song and then all these randoms started showing up :S Last period was fun yet boring? lol we played neuken ball (no idea how to spell it) and Elizabeth kept getting hit on the head :L I wasn't bothered to play properly but i guess it was still fun. Everyone was high.... except for Viv. She seemed so dead and depressed ):

Did you know that shopping at Woolworths is very very very difficult when you're holding a canvas? -.- I swear I want to burn it. I hate artttt! It was annoying to hold on the bus too. Haha i whinged a loooot today. I feel sorry for Kristy and Jess who had to listen to me whinge the whole time we were in woolworths.

Detention for me tmr sigh*

Rage

Finally assignment free... for now, and i got my report today. Haha strangely i acheived what i've been wanting, which is to get over 80 in all my subjects but i got lower than expected in english so i'm not as happy as i could be :( Have i ever mentioned how stupid the school is? If i haven't then i'm saying it now. The school is stupid! -.- *rages at relieving deputy who wouldn't accept my note* Now I'm completely paranoid about them calling or questioning me. Even though i have no reason to be paranoid because it's not like my mum doesn't know, but it just keeps bugging me $#%!&

Other than my rage at the school, its been so freaking cold lately. In the morning i have to stand at the bus stop whilst getting frozen and then i keep missing the 407 since it started coming on time for once >.> and so i have to walk to school in the cold!

I think i need a haircut, my fringe is so long.

LBD

Do you ever feel like you're sick of life? Hmm.. that was me, this morning.. but I'm good now so it's all cool n__n

Guess what?

I found rhinestonesssssss in the city! Yay I'm happy, i was THIS close to buying them online. I also got a black dress and a cream coloured scarf. I didn't get any shoes from De Lourve though :( It was freezing in the city and windy too. I miss summer because now i have to wear jeans all the time. I saw this nice looking top at the Dixon Centre but it was $200 -.- and i didn't buy it ofcourse. It was completely not worth that amount.

Sunday tmr and then school again, which I'm so not looking forward to. I have to spend tmr catching up on working and attempting to do my enlish assignment which is due on tuesday and which is also completely boring.

5 more days of school and then holidays (: yay

Can't get over the cuteness of this vid even though i've watched it a few times :L I still like the song too.

Die geo!

Oh my god. I finally finished the stupid geo assignment. I never want to do something like it again.

Beauty sleep time~ so damn tired

First day of July

Things i hated about today:

1. I had to go to school

2. We got jabbed - my arm is still numb

3. I don't like my new? english teacher

4. He gave us a pg of questions due tmr

5. They got an assignment on friday which is due next tuesday and i didn't know

6. Maths was long and boring

.. but i got a good mark for my essay (:

and i'm still kinda sick T-T